jak

2009-06-10T17:46:00.008+08:00

it's been too long.

what up? what up?

omfg! i've been fucking busy with work.
cb, i spent almost 12hrs there almost everyday.
see, i'm hardworking.

last night, i reached home at 3am and dad was threatening me to stop working.
and i told him i was helping karthik.
i still had the cheek to argue with him. HAHAHA.

today's my off day and it feels wrong.
seriously, i wanted to work so badly.hahaha.
i had 12 hrs of sleep because i really deserves it.
cb, i've been sleeping for less than 5 hrs everyday plus being hyper-active at work for abt 2 weeks.
my body needed that rest.

of course, some stuffs are circling chili's and obviously i'm not gonna say it here.
but, im just glad that everyone is having great time working, i think.
well,at least i am.
i could see myself going far and im gonna work my ass off to get there.
plus! i'm changing to a full timer because it's much better.
gossips bond people tgt. remember that!

IM MISS THE TRAINERS BADLY.
they taught us everything we needed to know.
they had to put up with our stupidity-ness.
we owe it all to them.
thank you once again. :)

oh yah, i cut my hair.
real short.
and black hair.
i dont like.
i want to dye my hair.
hello, 7th?

2009-05-22T01:55:00.003+08:00

got me frozen in my tracks.

i didnt want to blog but what the heck. it's been a while, anyway.

study session on that day was fun. new people again.
i have people that i know that are my workmates.
no, i never spoken to them before.see face like familiar.
shall not elaborate more.

i have a employee meeting tmr whereby 90+ living breathing people are gonna squeeze in chili's.
dont know how they gonna do that but somehow it will happen.
and i got a tip off that we gonna play a game tmr, as usual lah.
again, dont know how but somehow it will happen.
i'll get to see my future workmates tmr.
they should be alright.
training starts next week and im a lil excited about it.
needs jeans and shoes if my bro wants to buy.

i have ftt tmr and i'm gonna ace it.
talking about driving, i had my first ever prac training yst.
of course i was nervous.
sial lah, driving car for the first time leh. a real car! not daytona nonsense!
i guess it went well except that the instructor was mumbling not talking and i suspect he fell asleep when i was driving. hahaha!
and if the car didnt have the brake for the instructor, i think i would have hit a lot of cars. :O

american idol is a shocker, for most of us.
i dont follow the show but i know who's who and how they sound.
why adam didnt win? because he is gay?
kris won because girls dig him?
whatever it is, it doesnt matter.
it's the long road ahead.
chris daughtry didnt win but successful.
ruben leh? (cricket sound)
i dont want to blab anymore lah.

revise and sleep.
long day tmr.

bye.

2009-05-16T03:18:00.005+08:00

chocolate would be great.

the past 2 weeks went down pretty bad.
so far, that was a great shocker to the family.
everything has simmered down but hell no, it wouldnt be the same again.
things will change around here.

i had to skipped my first ever practical training because i had to attend some hygiene course which was a MAJOR KILLER.
seriously, i wanted to commit suicide.
9am-7pm.
it gets even better.
after lesson, we had to go through some assessment shit that includes MCQ qns which is stupid(reason a no no here) and Q&A session.
cb, imagine cramping millions of info into your dumb brain within an hr or so.
good luck to those who gonna take it.
advice: have a good rest the night before. if not, you're asking for trouble. REALLY.

OH!
i came across a hairdresser which has extremely unique opening hour.
10.18am-8.18pm. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
serious, no joke.
hardcore auspicious people.
i dont think it's working though.
the shop was empty.
just weird.

i have an interview on monday over at RWS for Universal Studios.
ARGH. i have nothing to wear.
dear female friends, could you lend me your formal wear PLEASE? skirts etc.. :D
HAHAHA!
or maybe i should wear ntss school uniform. formal what. SKIRT SOMEMORE!
or baju kurung with tudung.oh so cute!
fuck, if i wear skirt, sure get beaten up even before i step out of my house.HAHAHA!!!
need to pre-run the interview in my head.
prepare myself with answers.
reminder: make sure i dont look like an idiot .

change of plans tmr due to overwhelming response of volunteers.
WAH! not bad indeed.
i guess i'll hunt for a cheap ass pants.
and wonder around wasting time and exploring the wonders of being human.

GSS- 29 MAY!!!!
SAVE UP PEOPLE!!!

getting real sleepy.
okay bye.

2009-04-29T23:29:00.013+08:00

BIG BIG BIG NEWS!

AUBREY O'DAY.
ex danity kane member, might be the next one up for Mtv's A shot at love.
oh, no idea what the fuck is a shot at love?
GOOGLE IT!
i'm in shocked but i'll DEFINITELY watch it. no doubt.
then i'll compare her with tila.
cant wait! :)

mtb 4 finale was aired last week.
dumb aundrea didnt attend.
the interview was whack.
dawn face was crazy obvious that she hated everyone in dk.
hate is a strong word. dislike.
i.dont.like.dawn.new.hairstyle.
dawn is with a new band,dirrty ____.
cant remember.
what to do?
people have different opinions.
i'll talk about this again.

Kristin Cavallari.
remember her from laguna beach?
the hot whore that everyone seems to hate?
she will join the hills crew!
woohoo!!!
i miss her bitchassness.
the hills would be so some much better if both LC and Kristin are in it.
drama!
i think she will takeover about lc.
not the first time anyway.
it never ends.

spencer and heidi. please look at her blings. :O

talking about the hills, speidi got married last weekend.
it's hard to determine whether this is real or for show.
the only thing that i cant stand about them on that day is that they think they're some big shot ass.
eh sial lah, when they leaving the church, in the car,they were waving to the fans, i assume, plus some haters,thinking they are barack and michelle obama. nb. smack their balls. haha!

ahh, celebrities.

back to me.
life has been the same.
and it's not getting better, yet.

to help mum tmr which means have to be up in the early am.
plus side, 2nd bro getting me a new pair of shoes!!!! :D :D :D
hooray!

okay, bye. :D

reminder: have to do something about that song.

2009-04-27T20:16:00.003+08:00

then there's you.

YOYOYOYOYOYO!!!
what up? what up?

the past few days have been, uhm, nothing?
if i were to write a book on my life, people wont even bother to buy. let alone read if it's free.
but, they will be attract to my book cover because it's me,my face! duh! haha!

this is freaking stupid.
i want to start work leh.
nb, i will die if i continue living like this.
4 months is long enough.
it's gettin old.

i went to bbdc in the pm.
how the fuck do people pass ftt?!
hard sial. i did practise back to back and i felt my brain juices flowing out from my eyes.
i feel stupid because i know it's easy peezy lemon squeezy.
ARGH!
and the journey back home wasnt that great.
a girl pulled my hair. the same girl's ass was banging my shoulder. i swear to god i wanted to burn her ass.
guys sitting next and in front of me had funny smells. girls stepping on my slipper even though i bought the right size for my feet and plenty more that i dont bother to type it down.

my eyebrow piercing is definitely rejecting.
i cant let it close. heart pain. :'(
80 freaking bucks, you know.
fuck!
i saw some rejected piercing pictures online to scare myself.
interesting scars.
bullhorns,time for a new piercing.
WHEN I HAVE THE MONEY.

weather is a bitch but it's all good.
i'm thankful for its hotness even though i perspire every sec except when showering.
talking about showering, i've been showering with ice cold water to cool down.
hahaha. i do get the brain freeze.

okay bye.

2009-04-23T00:02:00.011+08:00

what's the buzz?

Britain's got talent.
watch this!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8OcQ9A-5noM

they say dont judge a book by its cover.
but that's what everyone did.
and they got the shock of their lives!
i'm dumbfounded.
susan boyle is the shit!
OMG. HER VOICE IS DELICIOUS.
dont let her compete!
obviously she will win.
why waste her time?
just give her a record deal lah.
so that other competitors will have a chance to win.

Miss California's of Miss USA 2009.
watch this!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8XMvviFbkf0

perez hilton definately hate her answer.
did you see his face?
disgusted.haha.
c'mon, he's gay.
a better answer, perhaps?
she sabotaged her chance to win.
and her answer was somewhat similiar to barack obama's words.
and of course when you ask the same question to the newly-crowned Miss USA, obviously she would say things that people want to hear.
tsk.
girls..

www.perezhilton.com
to read up on the latest celebs gossips.

so, i guess they had some earth day related stuffs happening today.
and they were giving free bus rides. selected ones only.
i got it from bus 100 but i didnt get that excited or whatever you're suppose to feel when singaporeans get something free because my mum was pissing the shit out of me.
what's new?

i'm feeling fucking tired and i dont know why.
my body is just feeling weird.
gotta sleep now.
early morning tmr.

bye.

2009-04-22T01:35:00.004+08:00

aint i?

I GOT THE JOB.
WOOOOOOHHHOOOOOOO!!!!!
do i sound that excited?
i dont feel the excitement right at this moment because i'm feeling real tired.
i'll probably get excited again tmr.

the interview wasnt that smooth sailing.
i woke up late. i couldnt focus. i was nervous, of course. tough questions that made me realise that i am kinda dumb. i had a difficult time talking to her because of my all natural academy award winner singaporean english which got me laughing just thinking about it now. in the end, i got the job. :)
i gotta start getting my english right if i dont wanna look like a fool which some people think i'm already am.

i realised that it's tough for me to be awake/getting up in the morning.
i'm used to starting my day only after 12pm, which is bad and disgusting.
i kinda need to break this habit because i'll be wasting my life time.

gotta.make.this.work.

helping mum tmr.
checking out some new dope shit before i head to bed.
combining t.i's whatever you like and lady gaga's pokerface in a song is against the law.
where are all the good songs?!
SERIOUSLY.

so bye for now.

Success is getting what you want. Happiness is wanting what you get. --Dale Carnegie.
different you know.

2009-04-19T23:37:00.007+08:00

Damaged.
DANITY KANE.
right to left.
Aubrey O'Day, Wanita "D.woods" Woodgette, Dawn Richard, Aundrea Fimbres, Shannon Bex

see the crosses?
they were fired by diddy and no longer in DK.
left with 1 member which is dawn.
WHAT FUCK?!
yes, WHAT FUCK.

and what did diddy say?
if there were to be a danity kane, Dawn will be the only original member in it.
you think?
fucking no balls hairy ass up in the bitchassness betul!
obviously lah! nb, you think i stupid?
cb, i really really really really enjoy, like, fell in love,got attached with DK.
SHIT LAH.
I'M SPEECHLESS.
THIS IS SUCH A BLOW.
BUT, no matter what,
DANITY KANE WILL ALWAYS BE AUBREY, D.WOODS,SHANNON,DAWN AND AUNDREA.
NO OTHER NONSENSE PEOPLE.
P-E-R-I-O-D!!!
THIS SUCKS BIG TIME.
please please please.
change your mind,diddy puff sean combs.
what will happen to dawn and DK?
we'll see.
but i think dawn has gone solo.

will this happen to DAY 26?
i think it will.
diddy is a jinx when it comes to making the band.

let's see.
making the band 1: O'town.
(remember them? the hit song "all or nothing"? yes, you do. stop at 2 albums and broke up)
making the band 2: Da Band
(dont know them but in the end broke up.)
making the band 3: Danity Kane
(with 2 #1 albums and great songs but left with one member only.)
see? see? see? see? see? see?
DAMN.
well, it's tv.
you need some spice in it.
enough of this shit.
dont worry, you'll hear more about this in time to come.

i have a interview tmr and i'm not prepared yet.
i'm still waiting for something or somewhat to happen.
so holla!

2009-04-17T22:02:00.018+08:00

-Ellen DeGeneres 17 again.

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!
THIS PICTURE MADE MY DAY EVEN BETTER!
HOTTER THAN ZAC EFRON!
SWALLOW IT!

she looks so much better now.
agree?
but her curls was cool. :)

i like her.
she's fucking humorous.
watch the ellen show, y'all.
it's worth it.

oh, remember i gave out an intention 2 days ago?
i guess it kinda i think happened?
haha.
i dont know.
apparently, they tried calling but somehow my phone didnt ring.
i had my phone by my side for two whole days. even when i'm in the toilet! no kidding.
but it doesnt matter anymore because i'm down for the 2nd interview!
WOOHOO!!! WOOHOO!!!
which means, i think i've got it.
i have till monday to prepare myself.
i got the tip off from aisyah.hahaha. thanks!
this is some cool shit.

fuck, my right ear hole piercing hurts.
did i type it right?
oh well, i think you understand.
it's hurting because i decide to enlarge the hole so that both ear holes will balance.
haha.
might as well.

ashton kutcher first to get 1 million followers in twitter!
congrats.
crazy fuck balls.

i dont know what to do tmr.
i'll find something sensible to do.
but now, read valerie bertinelli's bikini body.
she's hot, btw.

bye. :D

2009-04-17T01:13:00.004+08:00

i need to re-focus.

i'm trying not to love sleeping.
because life is too short.
i can sleep more when the time comes.

and i should be awake in the morning.
to have more hours of life.

i think i'm getting into the zone.
i'm trying hard to be there.
it is here.

time to get serious,y'all.

have a great one, bye.

2009-04-16T02:09:00.005+08:00

"my name is jade.the ace of spade. furonda my dear.i know your skin is bumpy.but my skin is flawless. and you really look lumpy. "
-jade cole, antm cycle 6.

HAHAHAHA!!!!
one of jade's classic moments.
i was bored so i decided to logged on to youtube and watch antm!
jade is definately unforgettable.
it's so damn hard to forget her.

i was watching tyra show just now and damn i have lots of respect for isis!
she's one real chick and i truely admire her realness, braveness, courage. seriously.
clark, you're just fake, double standards!
she was trying so hard to cover up her words and trying to convince others that she's right.
sadly, she was the clown.
disagree ------ disrespecting. dont cross that line.

i felt sick to my stomach in the pm.
i giving out positive vibes.
and an intention.

I INTEND FOR CHILI'S TO CALL ME TMR TO INFORM ME THAT I GOT THE JOB.
no more shit for this shit.

bye.
more antm,

2009-04-15T01:26:00.008+08:00

so good.

okay. i got my fatty ass out and met up with aisyah for chili's interview.
oh man, the interview took several years.
i dont have a colourful history of interviews but this seemed a little unusual.
unusual is not the word.
aiyah, the interview was long and draggy lah.

application,waiting, long long q&a interview and some test that gave me a major headache.
i talked so much till my throat ran dry but i still managed to ACCIDENTALLY spit a spit while talking.
haha! get it?
spit a spit.
okay lah, not funny.

pleaseee give this job even though i have no idea how's the pay gonna be like but i think it'll be good.
i'm feeling the excitement already.
and if i dont get the job, i'll be real lazy to look for another one.
should i switch to FT?
damn, this is irritating.

DAY 26 ALBUM IS OUT! in the U.S.
i wanna buy! i wanna buy! i wanna buy!
me fan of day 26 and danity kane which dont exist anymore.
problem with that?

i'm helping out my mum tmr.
i need to my license on the roll.
time to get serious.

listening to some new shit.

bye y'all.

2009-04-14T01:04:00.007+08:00

this is one dammmnn crazy world.

check this out!

http://omg.yahoo.com/news/report-fan-breaks-into-tila-tequilas-house-twitter-account/21185

insane. i dont know about you but this is some crazy shit.
wait, wait, wait.
do you even know who is tila tequila?

THE TILA TEQUILA.

oh still dont? shame shame.
google her then.
a brief description: she's one hot bitch. :D

"tila tequila is dead". what shit is that?
that's just crazy.
this motherfucker no balls bitchassness stalker is one crazy human.
breaking in, twittering shit, "commiting murder" and locking a dog in a car trunk?
just sick.
i feel bad for tila.

I'M A FAN OF TILA,can?
so everyone, let's pray for tila and hope she'll get through this and for everything to be great.

back to daily updates.
i had both ftls today and oh boy, was i glad that i got the same malay instructor.
he's so freaking humorous and definately enjoys making fun of everyone and everything.
he makes it sound that driving is hard.
damn, he convinced me a lil.
watching those accidents videos even made me think twice about driving.
BUT, i'll still continue the quest to get my license before raye.
if i die, i die.
if i dont, then i'll wait till my time?
our lives are already planned out.
so why worry,right?

i've been getting weird dreams.
oh wait, i've always been.
there's once, i dreamt that audrina patridge from the hills was my sis-in-law!
hahaha! how ironic.
i know.

job hunting with aisyah tmr.
something will catch my eye.
yes, it will.
lets go!!

goodnight and bye.

someone say motivation doesnt last .. neither does bathing.. thats why I recomend it daily! Stay motivated!- Rev Run.

2009-04-13T00:42:00.004+08:00

boomkack-LG.

i just got back.

i went out with my bro and SIL(sis in law). finally i got some stuffs that i needed badly.
one. slippers. FINALLY!!!!
SIL got it for me. thank you.
(where's my perfume?)

i suddenly feel like continuing my studies and head for a degree.
obviously, my 2nd bro doesnt agree.
the fees. way expensive. i agree too.
plus, i dont want to regret.
but then again, maybe not.

the reason: double majors in BOTH htm & marketing!!!
like 2-in-1 coffee only. haha, not funny.
i should consider this carefully.
time and most importantly financially.

talking about finance, it's time to get my fatty ass out and look for a job.
i'm doing that on tuesday with aisyah, i hope.
cannot tahan alr.
there's so many things i want to buy.
it's sick not to have money.

i need to get to bed asap.
i have a freaking FTL class at freaking 950am!
damn it.

bye.

2009-04-07T22:19:00.003+08:00

positive trend.

and yes, i passed btt!
hooray horray!
but still a long way to go.
my freakinggg ftt is on the 22 MAY!
damn long can.

meanwhile, i shall start my practical soon so as to pass time.
and a job.
i know lah. i keep saying the same old shit.
but not putting any effort.
that's it!

I WILL GET A JOB BY THIS MONTH.
I WILL AND MUST GET A FUCKING JOB!!!!!!!!!!

i'm gonna have an atm card soon.
i know lah.
"sial lah, this age then have atm card. blah...blahh..blah.."
call me stupid, dumb, noob or whatever.
sorry lah.
my parents didnt bother to open an account for me.
so why do i bother?haha.
anyway the money is my mum's.
the main purpose of having this atm card is driving.
easy to top-up and stuffs.
no need to ma fan other people.
and of course, i'll pay her back.
i'm nice, remember?

jai ho! jai ho!
i like that song.
quite catchy.

oh fuck! my butt hurts like a million.
byee.
i'm gonna search for the latest gossips.

2009-04-06T20:57:00.003+08:00

today is boring.

btt tmr. and of course, i'm gonna pass.
must revise tonight.
i thought bc's btt is on the same day.
oh well, alone to bbdc tmr!

i'm hungry.
no food for the whole day.
why?
idontwanttotalkaboutit.
today= _____.

eat.
revise.
antm.
that's so raven.
project runway.
more tv.
sleep.

bye.

have you twitter today?
-i have.

2009-04-01T21:38:00.004+08:00

happy april fool's.

i only remembered it like a few minutes ago?
i'm not really into this because i'm a nice person.
nice people dont play pranks on others.
right? :D

it's been a while since i update.
what's new?
i got a few things done.

hair cut.
bought my shampoo.
and i'm officially broke like fuck!
everything happened a few weeks ago except for 3rd one.
it happened long ago and it's happening now.

i'm stuck at home and i'm bored.
dumb mel is working now and there's no one else that can tolerate my childishness and irritating-ness and a hint of bitchyness.
there's a need to unleash that, you know.

i dont know why but there's something seriously wrong with my body.
my mouth, rather.
i been eating non-stop, literally.
i think there's a hole or two or maybe three in my stomach or somewhere in there.
i never get full.
it's terrible.
this brings me to losing weight, yet again.
oh god. a long long way to go.
i think i 've gained 45g.
hahahaha!
no, seriously, i've gained a few kgs and i'm miserable.
like drama only.

what can i do to lose weight?

anorexic?
-too tough lah. i cant resist foooddddd......
bulimic?
-i hate vomitting. it feels like my internal organs are flowing out from my mouth.
exercise?
-trust me. i'll stop within three days.

wah seh. all no.
maybe i'll just poke some holes on my body, enlarge it a lil, take a vacuum cleaner and suck all my fats out.
oh yes, that's it!
i'll try it now.

or maybe i'll stick to eating air.
air makes you full.

okay. that's the end of my lots of words post.
time for dinner and wwe!!

shivvani is imagining me shaking my lovely boobs. sick woman. tsk.
ryan sheckler is kinda hot. no worries. nothing changed.

i need a fag badly.
it's been awhile.

bye. :D

2009-03-05T17:28:00.005+08:00

i need a job because i dont have money.
but it's either i'm too picky or lazy.
SHIT.

i need to cut my hair SOON.
i cant stand combing my hair and all the tangling.
HAHA.

so yesterday, no plans.
so, me and mel decided to go to mustafa.
and of cos, we bought stuffs.
food-related stuffs.
we had indian food, as usual.
form like fuck.
it was even better when a bee decided to have a swim in my coke.
and i drank it!
bluff you lah.

oh! before leaving little india, indian sweets are a must!
got my usual, pista burfi and gulab jamun.
form!
form!
form!

okay lah, will be heading to career fair tmr.
to take a look and try our luck.
we'll see what will happen.

timecheck: 5.40p.m
and you know what?
i stink like shit because i have not showered yet!
yes, since i woke up at 12 just now.
HAHAHAHA!
MY FACE GOT A LOT OF OIL LEH!
CAN FRY CHICKEN WINGS.
YOU WANT?!

OKAY, NOT ENTERTAINING.
bye.

2009-02-26T03:33:00.011+08:00

hello.

i was browsing people's blogs and i realised that almost everyone is talking about the rainbow.
i saw it too!
i must admit, it was deliciously b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l!
enough of that.

finally, i enrolled my sorry ass to bbdc. :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
hi to driving, soon.
i am so stressed up over this mainly because i dont really know what is going on.
thus, i had to ask ke-zillion qns to everyone just to help me.
thank you!!!

fucking hell!
the fucking woman love my photo so much that she decided to keep it for herself and not get my membership card done!
KNN TO THE MAX.
FUCKING DUMB WOMAN AND ME.

and i dont like going bbdc because..well.. erm.. i have my reasons lah.
i'm gonna fucking chiong my ass so that i can quickly go through tp, get my license and run far far far away from bbdc.
chey, talking about tp seh.
cb, haven even complete btt want to talk about tp.
HAHAHA!
excited lah.

next, job.
I NEED TO SUPPORT MYSELF...

i always wanted to let out the things that have been bothering me alot.
i said I WISH.
means it will never happen.
why?
because it will cost me a lot.
and i am not talking about money.

honesty had never been a thing around here.
selfishness IS always the thing.
and it is a disease that need to be destroyed.
no, not selfishness.
but BITCHASSNESS.
yes, BITCHASSNESS.
p. diddy please destroy this harmful disease.

and no,
i'm not joking about anything.

2009-02-25T00:07:00.019+08:00

i am insecure about every single thing right now.
and that needs to change.

relying on people. strike off.
real people. strike off.
fake people. everywhere.

and i'm going through this with the help of a book.
so much of __________, right ___, ___,___, and a whole lot of this ____, right?
fucked up motherfuckers!

2009-02-12T23:29:00.014+08:00

HELLLO LO LO LO LO LO LO!!!!!!!!!!!

i know.
where the hell did i go, right?

1st: pure laziness.
2nd:busy

this week is busy week.

MY BROTHER IS GETTING MARRIED THIS SUNDAY!
MY BROTHER IS GETTING MARRIED THIS SUNDAY!
MY BROTHER IS GETTING MARRIED THIS SUNDAY!
MY BROTHER IS GETTING MARRIED THIS SUNDAY!
MY BROTHER IS GETTING MARRIED THIS SUNDAY!

nope, i didnt tell you.

fast, you know. last wedding was freaking 3 years ago which dont feels like it.
and THIS SUNDAY, it starts all over again.

i've been cleaning up my house.
and after a billion years, my house looks good and clean.
CLEAN CLEAN CLEAN. ESP MY FUCKED UP CRAMP ROOM.

what do i feel about my bro getting married?
firstly, FINALLY! room to myself. (okay, not really?)
another one leaving, it will get kinda quiet.
idk leh.
like weird ah.

shit, it finally hit me that he is not staying here anymore.
oh well, enough of the emo spumo.

i dont exactly have a job right now.
i dont exactly have money right now.
i dont exactly love living this life right now.

i need to have a plan to get this going.
with the sick economy, i'm sure gonna suffer, a lil.

BUT.
not all are negative.
my mother told me that she would be glad to support me in any means necessary including financially to take my driving license.

HOORAY ME!
not sure when but i will definitely enrol my beautiful ass in it soon!

today, fel came to my house to bake valentine's day cookies.
icing-ing was surprisingly fun.
cookie naming.
i enjoy heartbroken and disaster. (my inside the joke lah)
i'll stop here.
she put in a lot of effort lor! :D
right?!

everyone is talking about this.
chris brown and rihanna.
you know it.
my pov?
whatever that really took place, i have nothing to say.
i will still enjoy chris brown because i believe he is talented.
i will still enjoy watching his performances because he always put up a good one.
done.
oh wait!
not playing chris brown's songs on radio for the time being is just KE-RA-ZY!

now. not many are talking about.
but keeps bugging me.

WHERE'S DANITY KANE?
WHY NO MORE DANITY KANE?
one of the best girl bands(my pov) that i know.
great dancers.
amazing songs.
totally fabulous singers(!!!!)

i've been their fan since day 1.
not being bias. DK can kick PCD asses anytime.
c'mon.

PCD
5 ladies.
1 out of 5 sings solo incredibly more than the others.
no doubt they have great songs.
but isnt it just _____ listening to mostly one very familiar voice?
nodding your head?

DK
5 ladies too.
5 out of 5 sings.
they have their own individual verse in almost all the songs.
5 great voices.

please come back and kick ass.
you guys came such a long way, putting a lot of effort in dancing.
harmonizing together.
going through diddy nonsense.
pity to throw in the towel now.
just when you guys are getting huge.
we'll get the answer on the latest season of MTB.

day 26 is sex.
sorry, i have a special touch for both groups.

oh boy.
long long long entry seh.
time to catch some long-time-no-watch-shows on mtv.com
let's laguna beach then!

EH!
DO CATCH
THE GIRLS OF HEDSOR HALL ON MTV.COM
interesting show.
summary: wild girls tryna change to a proper ladies.
some what similiar to FROM G'S TO GENTS which by the way is another great show.
creepa is goon no more.
he is a gentleman now.

2009-01-28T22:26:00.003+08:00

hi.

i dont feel like updating today.
fyi, i'm losing a lot of hair.
hair loss problem.
and i'm worried.
yun nam, maybe?

2008-12-29T23:37:00.010+08:00

HELLO!

let me repeat myself.

school has ended which means no more lessons.

i've been wasting my time at home doing absolutely nothing besides

showing some love to my com, tv and food.

DIE

i've yet to submit my resume.

NO, WAIT.

i've yet to even do my resume.

and i'm not even worried about it. DAMN IT!

i've gotta get things together.

I HAVE TO.

I GOT TO.

looks like i'm spending new year's eve at home.

I DONT WANT TO.

:( :( :( :( :( :(

i want to do something.

SOMETHING.

2008.

it's been tough but hell yeah, one of the best year i had/still have.

i'll go into detail when i have the "feel".

now aint the right time.

2009.

a year to look forward to.

welcoming the year with a 'i-know-it's-gonna-be-fun" ___. brain blocked.

5th JAN.

BBQ! BBQ! BBQ! BBQ!

and once again i've not planned anything yet.

nothing to the pit.

nothing to nothing.

please tell me what's wrong with me.

i dont know.

i dont know nothing.

what i know?

I KNOW MY NEW CRAZE.

EVERYONE MEET XOE, my new hobby.

O.M.G.

ISNT SHE HOT LIKE CRAZY?!

OF COURSE SHE IS.

WHOAAAA!!!!!

melting.....

Bye.

off to dream more on xoe.xoe.xoe.xoe.xoe.

2008-12-27T04:43:00.003+08:00

SCHOOL'S OUT!!!!!!!

yo yo yo!!

END OF SCHOOL.
NO MORE LESSONS.
HOORAY.
BOO HOO.

damn, so fast.
10 months.
10 CRAZY months.

MICE paper was a killer, i tell you.
for the first time, i went blank.
dont understand qns.
dont know which answer.

IT WAS HARD. TRICKY.
or maybe we became dumb?
hahaha.

everyone, i said EVERYONE complained about the paper.
$#@$%#@%$#%#!@#@!%@^#@$#@%@#^%#@$#!!!!!!
that was what they said.

DAMN DAMN DAMN!!!!!
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LET ME PASS.
LAST PAPER LEH.
I DONT WANT DONATE $$$$ TO KAPLAN.
PLEASEEE....

time check: 4.50a.m
i want to sleep.
BYE.

xoe is freaking hot! :)

2008-12-18T02:56:00.003+08:00

I DECIDED TO CHANGE AND BE A PROPER WOMAN.
SO I WORE THIS OUT TODAY.
CUTE, HOR?!?!?!?!?!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IMMA A PRETTY HOT TRANNY.

2008-12-12T16:45:00.008+08:00

WELCOME TO MARDI GRAS

for those who didnt get it, it's okay. no offence chinn. :) HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH!!!

THESE ARE PICTURES FROM THE DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY.

i dont understand girls nowadays. look at them.

the real shit is here. the middle one, of cos.

THESE ARE FROM YESTERDAY'S. LONG TIME NO CAM WHORE LEH.

NURUL!

long time no see.

jak & chinn.
lizard can see giraffe very clearly.
bloody hell. he's ENGAGED! ENGAGED!
poor fella.

HTM 8, YO! GANGSTER SHIT.
HAHAHA! my classmates for 10 months.
wah lau. i think im gonna miss you guys. :(

I'M IN ALL THE PHOTOS. SPOT ME!

Roy is still an ah beng. he was wearing an oversized tee yesterday. im so random.

YO YO YO YO YO YO YO!!!

WHAT'S UP PEOPLE?!

for the first time, i hate going to school. :(

why? the ah beng lecturer is so so interesting that i slept 2x in class and mel had to trim her split ends, in class. i know i cannot blame others but only blame myself.

but this time, it is really isnt my fault! i tried to focus in class, but his lecture is too boring.

one more week! one more week! and it's over!!!!

class ends= school ends. :(

oh fuck! i've yet to do my resume and choose where to work and what to work as. ARGHHH!!!!

i'm lost. really lost. shit! SOMEONE HELP ME!!! PLEASE. I HATE ATTACHMENT.

LOOK AT THE PHOTO ABOVE.

we did that yesterday and i had a blast. well, almost.

we chilled at kazbar and i played taboo for the first time.

taboo was fun, initialy. i got bored after playing it for a few times.

aisyah left at about 5 plus.

so it was me and mel.

being idiots, we played taboo.

2 players. total idiots.

the 3 ladies next to us were engrossed.

robot, pervert.

darling, irritating.

avril lavigne, skater.

dutch lady, best. :) :) :) :)

we had issues with the bill.

settled. thanks to naz. THANK YOU. :D

we are typical singaporeans.

hey, who dont enjoy discounts?

i know i do.

at the end of it, i felt a lil wrong.

because of that photo above, i skipped school today!

wah, first time seh.

not that i want to, i was so so tired plus was having a minor hangover.

my 100%!!!!

my full attendance award!!!

HAHAHA!!!

oh!

we had fire drill yesterday which was useless and stupid.

off to work soon. byee!

2008-11-13T00:14:00.010+08:00

YO YO YO YO YO!!!

I WANNA SHARE SOMETHING GOOODDD WITH YOU GUYS!!

i've lost 3kgs in 3 weeks with NO EXERCISE!
i feel more energetic now!
and i dont get tired easily!

which brings me to.

ARE YOU LOOKING TO LOSE THE EXTRA KGS?
DO YOU WANT TO LOOK AND FEEL EVEN BETTER?
IF YES TO THE QNS ABOVE,

PLEASE

CALL ME IF YOU HAVE MY NUMBER

EMAIL ME

sickening_person@hotmail.com

ALTERNATIVELY,

TAG ME!!!

ALWAYS THOUGHT OF LOSING WEIGHT
BUT YOU JUST DONT HAVE THE MOTIVATION TO GO ALL THE WAY?
I HAVE THE SOLUTION!
YOU ARE GONNA LOVE THIS!

JOIN THE WEIGHT LOSS CHALLENGE!
NOT ONLY YOU LOSE WEIGHT, YOU GET $$$$$!!!!
lose the most weight/fats and win cold hard cash!

YES?
CALL ME OR EMAIL ME OR JUST TAG ME!
DATELINE IS REACHING SOON.
HURRY HURRY!

DONT WORRY, I AINT HERE TO TELL FAIRY TALES OR MAKE UP ANY STORIES.
I AINT HERE TO BOAST ABOUT MYSELF EITHER.
I MIGHT BE YOUR HELP.

C'MON PEOPLE!

WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?!

CHANGE YOUR LIFE!

LOOK EVEN BETTER

AND

FEEL EVEN BETTER.

RESULTS GUARANTEED!

2008-10-27T03:37:00.007+08:00

UNEXPECTED.

WHAT'S UP?!

my life has been pretty interesting. i dont know why and how i'm involved in this. but is all good, baby!

f&b exam on sat and i must say, high possibility of failing.
WHY?
brain was thinking of other stuffs plus i wasnt feeling too good.

OH!
IHT RESULT = A.
HOORAY HOORAY!
another addition of As.
eh, not showing off leh.
HAHAHAHA!!

annoucement!
no idea how and why,
i got myself into a lose weight competition without me knowing!!!
yes, you got it right.
LOSE WEIGHT COMPETITION!!!!!
laugh lor.
HAHAAHAHA!
thanks a lot, SHINA!
HAHAHAHA!!!!
6 weeks of competition.
weekly weigh in.
any method to lose weight.
gain weight, penalty 5 bucks.
winner, get cold hard beautiful cash!

IM FEAKING GONNA WIN THIS DAMN COMPETITION AND GET THAT CASH!
the least i could do is not to donate any more $$$$ to let the winner enjoy it.

have to watch what i eat which is a problem.
damn, i'm hungry now.
fyi, it's 3.50AM.

BYEE!

TIME TO SLEEP!

2008-10-20T02:39:00.008+08:00

hello hello.

work today and it's my last day. wanna know why? they are cutting cost. yah, what shit. i had plans to work really hard to earn some decent numbers.oh well.
you cant expect much when you just started. dumb brains.
mel and gang dropped by which leads to the wonderful expression left behind by auntie julie. HAHAHAHAHA!

i hate looking for a new job just because i'm fucking lazy and it has to be at holland due to again, laziness.but but heard that hard rock is a pretty cool place though.easy $$$.NO.too far.

i'm eyeing on chicago steakhouse.seems pretty coolio. i told myself i will never work as a waitress but i guess i have to, to get some experience since it will be useful for my future.damn it. thanks mr david lim. somehow, you motivate me a lil. no offence of being a waitress. just the thought of balancing plates and not breaking them scares me a lot. A LOT! the dessert bar would be ideal too.

after work was chilling session with a few new friends.couldnt stay long because my phone was ringing non-stop. parents enjoys worrying for their kids,you know.

yet again,it's that time of the month where most of my classmates would be rushing through the assignment. oh, i'm included. not surprised. my menu is 90 percent done.just need a lil touch up. my report is empty and i wanna start tonight.suck shit. i dont wanna rush my report again! i have everything.just have to gather them together and *tada* a report.

2 more months to a diploma cert. HOORAY!

I'm done.
csi on now.
juggling report and that and some other things that are attracting my attention.

I WANNA CATCH RIHANNA LIVE IN SINGAPORE!!!!!
ANYONE WANNA WATCH?!?!?!?!?!
sponsor a bit lor. :D

2008-10-15T00:49:00.008+08:00

open.

well, humans aren't perfect. right? looks isnt everything, okay? yeah sure, i have piercings, i smoke, i have a colourful vocab and my hair is shit. but but this is how i portray myself and so sorry that you guys cant really digest it.i give no shit. sometimes, it just pisses me off when they start showing it.

there are many other things in my head right now. i wish i could take out my brain and wash it. i'm sorry to you who might be reading this. you should know who you are. you were there and you saw what happened. i'm not blaming them. it's just ridiculous. sorry, hor?

it made me realise certain things.

bad things aside.
mother was being a kind soul and helped me wash my slippers. i thanked her for that.

let's talk about work.
i've learnt how to make:-

1.MUAH CHEE
2.TEA LEAF EGG
3.WAFFLES
4.POPCORN
5.CUP CORN
6.AND still trying to master scooping the ice cream

HAHAHAHAHA!!!

come lah. try try!

so, that's work and i'm already accepting it despite the late working hrs that leave me feeling freaking tired and wishing i could have the whole day to rest which i know it's impossible because i have school the next day followed by work again and the process will keep on repeating till god knows when because i need the money so badly till i could just beg on the streets and obviously i'm joking.

working with aunties aint that bad. they can be really cute at times.

i'm really really tired right now but yet i have a menu to type. shame shame.

thoughts after thoughts after that incident.

so people people people, please ah. dont be stupid. seriously.

2008-10-05T19:06:00.004+08:00

in a mess.

hey y'all.

fnb sucks big time. boring because it's way to dry.

not what i expected at all.

no matter what, i have to ace this module, as usual.

i am longer working at the bar.

no, i didnt quit.
no, i wasnt fired.
no, the company didnt go bankrupt.

someone took over and *tada* ender.
i guess i will continue with the new one.

which i'm gonna sell;

muah chee,
waffles,
hotdogs,

basically those food stuffs you can find at queensway.
HOORAY!

laugh all you want.
i'm too lazy to get another job.
so when you're free, visit me!
might get free goodies. :)

i think i start on thurs or friday.
aunties, here i come.
bitching with aunties can be interesting.
and i dont know whether i should tell my parents abt this.
certain things are wrong.

weekend spent on watching the whole of the hills (S1) twice. was showing on MTV. i'm too lazy to move my ass around though i have plenty of things to do. die lor. yet to choose a restaurant, yet to think of a menu. yet to get my bag. yet to get print ons. yet to get shoes. yet to get berms. yet to get cap. yet to lan lah. fuck it!

i'm farting a lot! means my menses is coming sooonn.....

bye.

p.s: my bro suddenly has this craze over fighting fish. i've got two fishes now. i'll fight with them later. HAHAHA. dont laugh.

gotta do something to that hair.

people that enjoys being with me.

2008-09-27T13:25:00.008+08:00

my legs are jelly.

omg! i'm feeling so freaking tired. my legs are dead. my ears are hurting.

yesterday was crazy, i tell you.
exam sucks. i was late for 10 mins. no big deal. I DIDNT STUDY AT ALL. there's something wrong with me. i just couldnt get the mood to study. i was feeling super fucking tired. my mind and body wasnt with me. ARGGH!! i should be able to pass; judging from my listening skills during class and i managed to write quite a lot. so hopefully, the assignment and presentation could help and pass me. i'm not asking much but a B grade would be nice. of course an A+ would be delicious.

over to cine's subway where we met up with shavanah. we walked aroud town. woman will be woman lah. they did a little shopping here and there. taka, wisma, centrepoint, cuppage. settled down at starbucks with LOVELY FEL AND NURUL. the usual bitching and laughters.

after which, we got our ass to marina where we met up with amanda. i admit got a little excited when i saw the F1 race track. the cars were delicious even though i couldnt really see it. first, it was bloody fast. second, there were ppl standing at the spots where we could get a glimpse of the race.
the engine was incredibly loud.

carls jr next. ppl were getting hungry. that's where the fun begins. they had another race and oh my,it was crazy. the race was like less than 50m away from us and it was FUCKING LOUD. it was alr loud enough.unfortunately, we were at a place where there was echo, so it became fucking defening. my ears are hurting now due to that and due to being macho and not covering my ears.

walked ard and shavanah left us for home. me mel and amanda had no where to go. so decided to walk ard aimlessly.

marina-suntec-bugis-raffles city-clarke quay(where i bumped into lawrence)-raffles place(chill first)-tanjong pagar-lau pa sat-UIC buliding-outram-chinatown.

that's abt it. i think. yes, WE WALKED, ALL THE WAY. cannnot tahan.took their cab. had 10 billion fun and too much laughters. LET'S DO THIS AGAIN!! my legs are dying real soon. oh, thoart hurts too.

gotta get home now. i'm very tired. contemplating on sleeping or clean room.

LATER DUMB BASS.

2008-09-22T12:26:00.005+08:00

whasssupp bitches!!

FINALLY! i'm done with the motherfucking assignment that took me12 hrs to edit. 12 FREAKING HRS!! JUST EDITTING LEH!

YOU GUYS BETTER LOVE ME.
alamak, can die seh. and i stink like shit. my hair and face is as oily as ten kfc's chicken thighs. i'm gonna shower later, obviously.

i didnt really sleep last night. up and busy editing. i skipped the idea of going sch today to revise cos i know i'll be half dead there.paper is on friday and i dont feel good about it. there a gillion shits to memorise and i've yet to even smell my book. exams sucks. they always do. on a lighter note, FnB is next. looking forward to it!!! :D

presentation on last Friday. well, the start of the day wasnt fun to begin with. but hell, overall we had fun,yeah? it seems like racial harmony when all of us were dressed up in punjab suits, saris; your indian costumes. all eyes on us, obviously. :) they might be thinking why are these loose screws wearing this shit in sch?hahaha. the flowers scent were quite strong and it was stuck on my hair for days.

i was in a mess. i was wearing the guys punjab suit with flowers around my neck,folding one side of my pants to make it look hip hopish, fake flowers on my forehead;to give it the boho look and a scarf. to end it, a little blusher and lip gloss. *TADA* you have a transverstite. HOHOHO.

and of course i screwed up during the presentation. what to do? super nervous. overall, i think we were one of the better ones. not cocky but confident. i have no peek tures right now. i'll upload as soon as i get it.

gonna shower and maybe sleep or hopefully a lil revision.
my lappy needs to rest too.

LATER PPL!

2008-09-16T20:21:00.004+08:00

busy busy busy.

been busy lah.presentation lah. assignment lah. alot lah.
since i'm at food junction now, i'll do a lil update.

school's been fun. get to know new people better. presentation after presentation.friends are great even though ben can get very very irritating sometimes.HA.

so.we went mt faber on last thursday.one word. FUN AND TIRING.okay, that's 3 words. lots of photos taken. lots of laughter. and most probably, we are banned from going there again because we made way too much noise. what to do. that's us, hor? it's my first time there but maybe not the last time. i guess if i were to go there again, i might not have as much fun as how i did on my first time. why? usually, the first time is always the funnest. correct? photos below. i cant be bothered to upload all here and arrange them.enjoy.

iht is coming to an end. the last lesson is this friday. alamak! damn fast lah. nisha has been great though she can be really bitchy sometimes. exam's on next friday. gonna start revision soon. as soon as i'm done with the report. i'm looking forward to the next module, fnb.obvious. friends would know why. =) =) =)

just received results.

I'VE GOTTEN A BIG FAT DELICIOUS A+ FOR ACCOUNTS!!!

HOORAY! HOORAY!

more to come. hopefully.

i have to go now. going home to continue my assignment. ARGHH!!! tired sial. OH! someone just spilled all her coins on the floor. hahahahaha. i'm such a fucker.

"when you pray, you're communicating to god. the way god talks back to you is your intuition" -Dr Wayne Dyer.

i agree. do you?

captivating.
backstreet boys.

step lah

2008-09-15T17:42:00.003+08:00

hellooo... i'm at cuppage's starbucks doing assignment. =)

2008-09-02T00:50:00.004+08:00

my laptop died on me and it needs to be repaired,AGAIN. fuck it.i give up. seeing me feeling frus, my mother; a nice mother, bought me a new laptop.it's not some fucked up expensive laptop.just a laptop that allows me to surf the net and do my work.it's freaking huge. but not a problem at all.

school started today.trying to get the hang of it.i dont know why but i'm having an uneasy feeling for this module.damn.classmates? most are the same.can regconise. of course, there are those that very the yaya papaya type.lecturer seems okay.talking abt school, i cant believe i'm left with 3 more months and i have a diploma. fucking fast can. can? can? can?

today marks the last month i'm working at the bar.no,i'm not quiting nor i'm changing workplace.i aint telling you guys anything.so slowly wait ah.for those who know, shut up! let you know at the end of the month.hahahahahaahaha.
WATCH CHANNEL 8 ON WEDNESDAY AT 1030PM!!! WILDBUNCH ON TV!!!!
sadly,i'm not in the show. what a waste. :(

fasting is here again and it will be a whole new experience, for me.fasting is exciting because of the food we get to eat. it's even more exciting knowing that hari raya is coming in a month time. oh god! think of all the food you will get to eat. WAH!! nice sial. hari raya=gain weight. correct?

"god created you and all your actions"
i read that from one of dale carnegie's book and it has been running back and forth,side to side in my brain. somehow,it's true. everything that you did and will do are all "planned out" by god.take a moment and think abt this.you'll get it.

just listened to tila's paralyze.super random.not too bad.still listenable.HAHAHA.
alah, she's hot.that's the most important. :D

BYEE. SEKOLAH AND KERJE TMR.
my gum is hurting.

2008-08-17T00:13:00.007+08:00

fucking hell, i have work tmr and i fuckingly suppose to be sleeping right now. i cant sleep because of what is going on at home now. this downright fucking stupid and i wish i could step out of this fucking house right now! i dont deserve listening to all this shit. it is already past midnight but my house is fucking noisy with the commotion going on right now. i cant sleep and i bet i will be dead tmr. why cant humans have more common sense than what they have right now? i dont think they have enough and they ought to be shot.burn those people. they deserve hell.

i'm currently not in a very good mood and i feel like exploding myself.i have other things to worry than this motherfucker shit thing.

2008-08-09T23:16:00.003+08:00

first thing.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DAD AND SINGAPORE!!
Singapore is 43,right? my dad? i'm not so very sure.HAHAHA.sad.

my com is having it's period and is showing attitude.damn it.wrong timing.

anyway, what's up people?
my life is pretty much the same.school work school work.never ending cycle.
damn, i forgot what i wanted to blog. shit.

school.
school is great. doing accounting now.lecturer? she's fun and very very interesting. her english is to die for. seriously. but she's nice. really nice.much much better compared to the previous one. :) i guess maybe i can ace this module. but then again, maybe not.okay, i'm making no sense. accounting is quite simple,but needs lots of patience and concentration. let me repeat this again. this is gonna be our last module together. it's quite sad that we're separating. but no choice, eh? you peeps dont miss me too much. okay?

work.
work is always the same.oh oh oh. a new guy just joined in. his name is clayton and he's cool. we get along really well and i think it's an achievement for me.(please applause) he's from SIM and knowing me, 99% of what comes out from my mouth are nonsense and yet he was entertained. HAHAHA. we can talk about anything. from soccer all the way to girls. imagine that? well, i guess my first impression of him was a little out of direction. did i tell you guys that mr mark walker went back to England? he went back quite long ago and i'm missing him a little.i miss those "man topics" conversations and his crap face plus his frequent nonsense talking and actions.

my dad, mum,ewan and myself went to mustafa yesterday and bought some stuffs. it's been long since the four of us went out and the feeling was great. dad was making fun of mum, as usual. since dad was there, i decided to make use of the opportunity and decided to get quite a number of things. of course, most of it was food-related stuffs. :) :) :) this is random.

my nose is running.
my throat is burning.
i better get some sleep.
if not, i will tleep?

HAHAHA. i was rhyming and i cant get the last word to rhyme.loser lah.
my brain is in a mess right now. i have lots to think about. opportunities coming in at the wrong time.
WHY? WHY? WHY? life's such a drag and more hair are leaving my scalp.die.
i need to sleep now. fucking hell, i have to work the whole day tmr.ARGHHH!!!

overdue pictures lah!

standard look.

Sam.
look of the year.

2008-07-22T03:38:00.015+08:00

it's late and still awake. i've just completed my assignment which is due today,tuesday.and yes,i did it again.not doing my assignment till the very last minute.i kept telling myself to start early.i guess my brain dont agree on that.

so,exams on friday and i'm a little worried.i'm just afraid i dont have the time to complete all the qns. so far, law is the most relax exam period out of the rest because there's no need to memorize anything since it's open book which of course has it pros and cons. next module would be accounting and it's the last core module before everyone get separated.5 to 4 to 3. pathetic. i can patiently wait for next year because it's attachment year. please everyone.imagine me in a tight skirt with those womanly stuffs on me plus if possible, heels. oh fuck! i dont even dare to imagine. it's too scary. scarier than any of the top horror movie in the world. HAHAHAH. i'm just having the nonsense moment.

saturday.what i'm trying to say is that my birthday on the 26 feb 's birthday. wah. lonnngggg name.

i have nothing to say.
bye.
sleep.
work.

2008-07-06T00:40:00.007+08:00

this week, some stuffs were bothering me and it hit me big time. okay,not really big time but it affected me a lil bit. everything's fine now after talking to myself(sounds crazy) and i felt stupid being affected. oh well, life goes on and i'm doing this all over again. i'm getting sick of this shit. really. it's always the same shit.why? why? why? ah, shut. sometimes, it doesnt pay to be kind. did i get that correct?

that aside and on with my school life. business law is going great. well, at least for me. it's kinda interesting but sometimes it might get confusing. one more module and everyone will be separated.not all lah.some of us. damn fast can. to think of it, i've been in kaplan for about 5 months now. fast game.
fuck. i'm stucked.forgotten what i wanted to type down. cool.

there's school tmr and i'm not complaining.i'm not necessary cool with having school on sundays(i dont want to use that reason anymore) but hell, school is school. i have to turn up for class no matter what day it is. luckily law is interesting.if not, i'll just slaughter myself and sell it to the butchers.wah, si beh lame.

oh! caught 'you dont mess with the zohan' shit and it's FUCKING boring! i dont understand why you people love it so much. saying it's funny and crap. i didnt laugh that much. in fact, me and mel laughed more BEFORE the start of the movie rather than the movie itself. sorry people, i guess my sense of humor is a little different. somehow, i prefer cadaver. boo hoo.

it's getting late and damn, i'm gonna be tired tmr. i'm smart enough to take off tmr.if not, i will just die, die, die. i just ate double cheeseburger and i suppose i'm gonna gain some extra weight; which is fine with me.why be skinny and make yourself look constipated and have the exact size as a pole? not sexy. not sexy at all.nothing's popping out.

off to have some ultimate sex with my bed.
please ignore what i just wrote on my last para.
it's just rubbish.
good night people.

2008-06-25T22:14:00.021+08:00

BBQ!!! BBQ!!! BBQ!!! BBQ!!!

YESTERDAY WAS FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN!!!
oh man. it's been longgg since i really enjoyed myself.
everyone was crazyy. really crazy.
everyone was wild.
girls was grinding everywhere and everything.
shouting everywhere.
hugging everywhere.
everyone was horny.
super horny which in fact,i like. :)

so,let me start typing down what happened yesterday.here goes...
i woke up and started making fries for mel and fel;knowing that they would be hungry. as usual.
but of course they were late lah. not surprising at all.
what was suprising was that MELISSA WAS ACTUALLY EARLY! damn fucking surprised! she's always late for class. so that was a lil unusual.
they came over my place and cabbed to east coast park!
i really love my friends especially when they jolly well know that we need help with carrying the stuffs, they just ignored. oh! how nice, eh? HAHAHAHAHA!! kidding lah.

everything started when we blasted the music. oh hell! wild dancing and grinding. i swear it was wild dirty dancing. touching here and there,boobies and asses shaking at different directions.i'm sorry melissa. i know i grind-ed you too much but i know deep down inside, you like it. ALOT.HAHAHAHAHAHA, it was nice grinding everyone and everything else. fuck! i sound damn sick. i bet the humans that walked passed us really wanted to join us because of the fun that we were having. but of course, the fun wouldnt be completed if i didnt spend time with you-know-who. :) oh yah. zul, that shy what-people-say-look-like-the--brother of mine wasnt THAT shy. in fact, he's damn irritating. armpit sweet? what can i say ah? miss singapore universe 2008 what. HOHOHOHOH!!!

everything continued all the way till night.packed up. ended with a mini ice/water fight. FUCKING FUN! considering there were four people and only three were active. the other one hum ji. what can i say? fell down only lah. better know what i'm talking about.

PICTURES!!! not all. lazy.

it's all about the nose and mouth,

that's a real knife.

gay.

in pain.
see?! horny women.
ZUL!!!
rebecca. :) :) :)

yesterday's bbq can easily be the best if not the only best bbq that i can ever go to. i would like to say thanks to those that were there yesterday. we made this happen and i'm glad i'm part of it. am i making sense? whatever it is, yesterday was crazy fun! i really want to turn back time and be there again.it make no sense at all, jak.

2008-05-28T23:52:00.020+08:00

suddenly, i have the urge to blog. so here it goes..
business stats is going well, for me. i've been listening in class and trying really hard to understand the lecture. he is one difficult man. his actions and pronunciations; killer man! worse than cancer. okay,not funny. school has always been fun because of the beautiful people that are surrounding me. dont get too hyped up please.
i'm gonna score this module. i'm gonna do it!

OH OH OH.
upcoming bbq!!! cant wait! cant wait! i'm sure it's gonna be fucking fun.
i can see it.
i can feel it.
i want it now!
just imagine lah. the sun.the smoke. the great people surrounding you. the laughters.not forgetting the food.
AHHHHH. damn. CANTTT WAITTT!!!
dont worry. i bet the rest are dying too.
i just love the humans that are going. :) :) :)
oh man.did that come out right?

okay. i'm off to maybe having dinner and supper. it's damn late and i'm freaking gonna eat. confirm gain weight lah. but wait.
DO I GIVE A SHIT?!
actually, a bit lah.but once in a while,shouldnt be much of a problem.
i gain less weight.HAHAHAHA.

BYEEEE!!!
cant wait for school tmr. as usual.

2008-05-25T23:45:00.010+08:00

run it.

HELLO! decided to do a little update.let's see.
first, POM is done. finish.no more. had paper on thursday which i' m not really confident about it. i'm sure i can pass but cant expect a high grade. damn. cant blame no one. last minute studying and not sleeping the whole night before paper aint fun at all. my mind decided to take a break in the middle of the paper.oh yeah.
FORGET ABOUT IT! it's over. moving on...

so friday, saturday and sunday which is today, worked full shift. ai seh. i'm always hardworking. it's been long since i worked really long hours. as usual, i'm alone at the bar. oh! today friends came to visit. joey, febian, yu xuan and bryan boey. i thought they were kind enough to visit but instead their motive were to make fun of my pay. WTF? but sadly.they cant. haha. gave them green juice. gay men. really gay.
when they left, i started to reminisce the sec sch days.good chaotic times. :) :) :)

i'm really blessed with everything i have. seriously. those that i've lost, i have no regrets at all because i truly believe that things do happen for a reason. who we meet, who we are friends with, things that happened... basically, everything. there's a reason behind every single damn thing that happen. you may not know it now,but eventually you'll know it. sometimes, the reason is just there. only that we, humans, are too blind to see or even realize it. take time off and be alone in your room. reflect on yourself and things that are happening or happened before. i'm sure you will find it.

OKAY RANDOM! RANDOM! RANDOM!

damn. i dont know why but i felt like typing that down. i guess a lot are going on right now but still, everyone should feel good both physically and emotionally.

okay,i'm going to indulge on a little chocolate and then to bed.

I CANT CANT WAIT FOR TMR!!!
why?
THERE'S SCHOOL TMR.!!!
FINALLY.
i know you know why i get excited. :)

BUT
new module demotivate me. business stats. demotivate? word exist?
i dont know.
sleepy..
okay bye.

2008-05-15T02:58:00.008+08:00

i know, i know. i'm suppose to be sleeping now but instead i'm blogging because i MUST MUST blog about today. but hold your balls people. i'm in the midst of doing my assignment.so not that bad.
okay, let's talk about today.

today was like a roller coaster ride. seriously. i was such a bee yatch today. no need to elaborate.just know and remember that today i was being a real bitch in the morning before lesson. EH MEL! WHAT HAPPENED AH?! HA!
lesson was kinda interesting today. sometimes i find nathan a little dumb. a little only. b4 1. and i didnt know being black or white is a race.charles. call me i am doctor. inattention means not paying attention
i think the classic moment today is when me and mel locked those puns outside class. it wasnt that funny until, right after we locked the back door, nathan locked the front door.HAHAHAHAHA!!! me,being a nice friend, asked someone else to unlocked the door. HAHAHAHA!!! funny shit.
work? pretty okay.just a little fucked up about certain stuffs. i'm sort of in love with cafe or caffe latte from starbucks. not good. expensive seh.random.

bye lah. shall continue with my assignment.

OH OH OH.everyone meet rebecca. she's our classmate and one of our smoking partners. =) =) =)

hot eh?
someone just screw mel's face.
and and she says i looked like missy elliot and mel looked rihanna. issit?
you answer.

2008-05-10T01:22:00.003+08:00

long.

what's up? i know i know. it's been long since i've updated. busy lah. step busy. okay, let's see what's new now.
firstly, started a new module which is POM. not bad. i quite like the lecturer. To me, i not only see him as a lecturer but somehow also a motivational speaker which is good. the only thing is that he has some pronunciation problems. this module is going really well. both the lecture itself and some other things. :) :) :)

i have like a zillion things to do and i dont know how and where to begin. i need guidance. i need serious help. i need support. i have two freaking assignments to finish. business maths is due on monday and it's only 1/4 done. i have not start on pom yet. i have not started revision yet. i have not gotten my pay yet. i'm so god damn bloody dry now. :(
no no no. why am i complaining so much? stop complaining and find solutions. yes! i'll shall do just that. it's 1 plus now and i'm still here typing. time wasting, that is one of my reasons why i hate using the internet. damn it!
thank god i'm smart and took off tmr. i shall and will do my assignments tmr and get them done by monday.

you know what?! i have lesson tmr and i'm very much looking forward to it.i dont give a shit if it's saturday. i would prefer to have lessons 7 days a week. crazy thought. but i really enjoy going school. why? dont know. fyi,i have a wide smile on my face right now.hohoho. this is nothing compare to what i've endured last week.

please imagine.
it's sunday and you wake up early morning and feeling tired and your mind is filled with doubts on how you're gonna endure 8 hours, yes it's 8 painful hours of maths in a day. that's like damn man! my mind was half dead on the second half which is bad because i'm suffering now. fuck it!

okay, i better go and sleep now. tmr have to get my butt cheeks to the bar first. there are things to be done. i'm just confused. i just love it when my brain cells play games with me.
i have a freaking bbq tmr and i'm still comtemplating on going or no.shit youu.

2008-04-28T00:29:00.004+08:00

zero.

i'll shall start by announcing that marketing management is over! oh yes. had paper on friday. not that bad.can do can do.next module pom. aint interesting.wth.no choice but to go through it for 1 whole freaking month.

okay. so for the past 2 days,including today,i've been working at dempsey over at jones. it wasnt that bad. a whole new experience. well,it beats working at holland.eh, not really.there's pros and cons lah.had fun working there but kinda tiring compared to holland. i tell you ah.jones breakfast is a must try! not that i've tried it. but the food they serve is very appealing and smell god damn good.pancakes with ice cream and maple syrup,scrambled eggs with toast,sausages and the list go on and on..prices are reasonable judging from the serving. saw familiar faces there.
ANYONE WANNA JOIN ME FOR BREAKFAST AT JONES???

after work,had alone time with garnet which was nice. it's been long since we had a serious chat.most of the time,we're just talking shit.so, we were talking about the bar and mr ong.shall not go into details.
oh,i i forgot to mention.for the past few days, we had a temp. worker at the bar.he's from Philippines and his name is ener. unusual name.but he's cool.he taught me some tagalong? language but i lost that fucking paper. nice one.

i have to go now.work tmr and it's late plus that DUMB mel hasn't reply my damn msg.fucker. i shall start reading that pom book now.rested for 2 days alr.sorry lah. dont blame me for being hardworking. :)
any idea when danity kane's new album dropping?
not forgetting day 26.
damn. i'm gay.

2008-04-20T00:33:00.008+08:00

hey y'all

okay. past two days wasnt cool at all. i was sick but nothing major about it. only that my throat was crap. total crap. plus fever was playing games with me. thanks peeps for concerning. :)
enough of saddening stuffs. i got my smiley done! hooray! sial lah. two piercings in two weeks. and i'm broke into pieces. damn. but okay lah. worth it.

assignment is somewhere done which is good.anyway,thursday was the last day of marketing which means exam is round the corner. die! marketing is NOT my thing. have to start revision.sorry, brain. you have to be really hardworking. I'm not gonna fail this damn module and waste my $$$ on the sup paper. so not worth it. somehow, i cant wait till the next module starts even though POM gonna be such a bore. sigh. fuck shit. what to do? nvm, that can wait. exam first!
EH PEEPS! START STUDYING EH!

OH OH OH OH.
FORGOT!
I DID WELL FOR ECONS.
AND I'M PROUD OF MYSELF.
THANKS TO THOSE WHO HELPED ME.
you know who you are.
no names will be named out. :)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

a lil updated on work. work's okay. mr ong? i dont know. dont give a shit. well, made new friends. nice people. garnet is doing well.mark is a joker. i cant think of anything now because i'm very tired and sleepy.

work tmr and i dont know whether i can last till the end.
okay, stop talking nonsense and get out.
time for medication and then meditation.
again, stop the nonsense.
BYEEE!

perfect.

2008-04-13T00:15:00.005+08:00

interesting

i just finish arguing with my dad. he very noisy seh.whatever he said, i' replied back.rebellious woman. it's been long since i updated. eh eh eh. let me recall any important events. here goes.might forgot some shits.

on tuesday, i got my brow pierced! finally! in love with it. the piercing process itself didnt hurt.maybe a lil.it's way way better than my monroe's.but i like that feeling.i dont know why. maybe i'm a sadist.a minimal one. haha. okay,the next one gotta be smiley though still considering my arm and finger. damn.

so i cant really remember anything for the rest of the days.
i'll skip to today's
today was enjoyable. tourists from god knows where. we started off in hong kong then bintan then m'sia, india and japan. dont think i left anything out.crap. the real shit is from school we went to marina to get "carls and jr".followed by esplanade then singapore flyer and ended at dempsey. we had an objective that need to be achieved regarding our assignment.it's done now.like only 1% of the whole assignment.dempsey was pretty alright;chilling at b&j.

i have to rush.
ASSIGNMENTS!!!!!!!!!!!
i have the urge to sleep and continue tmr.BUT.
that's not good.
dunzo.
and blogger having menses.doesnt allow me to upload pics.nvm.
mood swings. understandable.

FUCKING IRRITATED NOW!!
FUCKED UP BEE YATCH!

2008-04-08T00:40:00.006+08:00

not good.

okay,my dad just embarrassed himself and he's proud of it.he mistook the tv remote control for the cable controller.so confident lah.press the numbers on the tv remote.first time,nvm.but did 4 times sial.the fourth time he still can say 'eh,y cannot?'chee bye.i tell you ah. my mother suan him like shit lah.HAHAHA.

today isnt good.i dont know.i guess today isnt a good day for everything.my ezlink card is dunzo.my bearing went missing and some things had be to postpone.damn damn damn damn damn damn damn.
research wasnt that successful.not really lah.only that there wasnt enough time to complete everything.i needa get my ass back to that damn library.any takers? someone please help me.DIE.
hooray.there's school tmr which is always good.looking forward for tmr.gonna get interesting.hopefully lah.
okay,time to divert all my attention to my freaking assignment.due date next wk and nothing is done.
take care,humans.
headache.damn your balls.

2008-04-06T23:54:00.007+08:00

itchy!

my whole body has gone insane! itchy like fuck! i dont know why.dont even bother to care.it's already like routine.every night,this will happen.wtf?!
anyway,life's not that bad considering there's not one but TWO freaking assignments to complete! but it gets even interesting.i've not started on the individual one which the dateline supposingly to be on the 7th which is extended to 14th.cool what.waste time some more ah.
so so,things been happening.dont wanna say anything.everyone's doing well.peeps are cool.everything's okay. only thing is i'm always feeelingg tired which kinda suck big time when there's school and work i have to handle.sigh.

okay.today,new worker at the bar.not that bad.she's doing quite well actually.pretty surprised that she actually considering a 3 bucks an hour pay job.she's alright.looking forward to working with her so that hopefully i wont turn crazy by always being alone at the bar.i guess there's some tension going on between garnet and mr ong. yet again,i'm the middle man.what fuck?! you guys are already adults.do i need to remind you guys that? got problems then settle it between you guys lah.lame shit.adults nowadays.heh. and i'm scared of mark now just because he's keeping a close eye on my smoking habit.he's too free.he sucks big time.damn.

library tmr.
have to do research! have to do research! have to do research! have to do research! have to do research! have to do research! have to do research! have to do research! have to do research! have to do research! have to do research! have to do research! have to do research! have to do research! have to do research! have to do research! have to do research! have to do research! have to do research! have to do research! have to do research! have to do research! have to do research! have to do research! have to do research! have to do research! have to do research! have to do research! have to do research! have to do research! have to do research! have to do research! have to do research! have to do research! have to do research! have to do research!

tmr's gonna be interesting.
details soon. :)
my thigh looks like orange peel.imagine that.

2008-03-28T00:13:00.008+08:00

sleepy toad.

people people people.
yesterday was hell.tired like shit.working for like only god knows how long.crazy fuck!BUT.wasnt that bad lah.still had fun.spring cleaning in the bar and the bar looks freaking nice after some renovations.with me in the bar,it'll be 10000 million times nicer.cool.

today's lecture was worse than being stuck in an empty room.serious.bored sial! but manage to get some stuffs in.had to rush to the bar since some HK tv crew was coming down for a shoot.unfortunately, i wasnt included in that show cos they were afraid when i become fucking famous,a lot of actors/tress would be devastated cos i will be the one conquering the acting industry and winning all the Oscars.WOOHOOO!!! okay,serious.it has hectic.chaotic.pectic.lectic.anyhow only.had some funny moments.not gonna list it here.lazy ah.

sekolah tmr.it's not gonna be that boring like today.
alright then.
ANTM NOW.
fuck man.there's really something wrong with my body.
my body will itch like there's no tmr.
OH FUCK!

2008-03-24T23:50:00.011+08:00

not again.

yeah.i'm having those days where everything seems to be going wrong and everyone is irritating the shit out of you.yes,those days.but the actual fact is it's not their fault but yourself.it's all in the mind.fuck it!

im sick of people telling to me to quit my job because the pay is freaking low and it's not worth it.hello? it's not just about the money,dude.i have my own personal reasons.it's true lah.money makes the world go round.but to a certain extend.dunzo.
im sick of taking people orders and i have to do/obey it.dont ask me why.im just sick of it.
im sick of people saying that i'm lying but the fact is im fuckingly not.what the fuck with people nowadays?they rather believe nonsense than the truth.
im sick of my feet.they always itch at night, like right now.
im sick of people showing off their wealth.it can be any ways. i'm not saying you cant show off at all but dont overdo it lah.irritating,you know?so what if you're rich?it means no shit.
im sick of what's going on now.i cant adapt to this yet.
im sick of working.but i know i cant quit.
i'm sick of having different commitments that i have to commit.work.study.work.study.
i'm sick of feeling sick.
i'm sick of people not being polite;not that i'm damn polite.
im sick of myself for not able to control my mind and make it stop thinking like this.shit feet.
im sick of,i cant think of any right now.

whatever i just said above,i'm not highlighting it to anyone in particular.this is how i'm feeling now.please dont take it seriously.alright?

okay,i'm done with what i'm sick of.this is temporary.it will be a whole new list the next time.that list means nothing to anyone.

anyway,work was boring.i slept AGAIN.how can i not? it was raining fucking heavily plus aircon equals wonderful sleep.this time i only took 10 mins.okay lah.maybe not sleep.nap.i was feeling so fucking fucked up that i hated work like shit today.not because it's boring, but because one sentence made me flare up.i tell you ah.i was on fire,literally on fire.of cos im not gonna say it here.that's lame.but,really.damn it.

dad saw my butt crack just now.i think like half of it.HA.it's been long since i cut my own hair.i think i'll do it soon.busy busy busy.random a bit.
OH!
school was alright and charles tee shirt seems pretty cool.why? cos he let choose our own group.haha.so we still looking for that unknown dude.

i'm leaving now.want sleep early lah.
byee, beautiful people.

am i bugging you?you can always dig my eyeballs out.
just to let you know,i'm tryin really hard.

2008-03-24T00:12:00.003+08:00

just great.

hey,what's up?work today.nothing much only thing is i slept during work AGAIN.wah,call me god.mind you,i was alone and no one was attending the bar.pai seh lah.tired right.
anyway,i ate like a zillion kg of food.2 sandwiches.tuna bun.curry naan.oh! plus raisin scones.doesnt sound that much.wth.made new friends from everywhere.yes! blah...

hooray! hoorah! tmr's monday.i was really looking forward to tmr until nurul had to tell me something that completely turned me off.that pundek charles tee gonne group us up.shit.i dont want to be involved with those cheenah people.no offence but it's gonna be a lil difficult to communicate to them.BUT. not sure this source is reliable.we'll see tmr.

i'm getting sleepy and i think i'm going to bed even though i have not done any confirmation thing REGARDING tmr's schedule.damn it.
suddenly this POOPED out.
I LOVE THE SMELL OF COFFEE BEANS.
aromatic.
learning to drink espresso with no sugar.
shiok seh.

i told myself that's was it.
i dont want to do anything about it anymore.
i thought it was over.
maybe not.
keeps on coming back.
ARGH!
bad.
why is it so damn bloody difficult??

2008-03-23T01:48:00.003+08:00

hey y'all.

nothing much today.work.pretty boring though.slept for about 15 mins during work.not once but twice.cool eh?nothing interesting happen today leh.bored shit.

it feels like i've been eating a lot which is no good.my face is hurting.my whole body is itching.alah.problematic.
fuck.
i'm lost for words.everything that i wanted to blog on have ran away from my brain.
oh,suddenly i miss showing off my culinary skills.HAHAHA.nah. it's been a long time since i cook or baked or whatever lah.how to? i have no time.sometimes i feel that i'm losing out.i dont have a life.
i miss lying on my couch, watching tv whole day.
i miss waking up real late.
i miss not bathing the whole day.EH.NO.not bathing only after 7 at night.H.A.
i miss wasting my time bee yatching.
i miss going vivo and waste time.
andthelistisneverending.
BUT.
EVERYTHING IS WORTH IT.
I KNOW IT IS.

okay,fly off mother!
stomachache.smelly poo.

2008-03-22T01:24:00.005+08:00

HUNGRYYYYY!!!!!!!!

it's about 1.30 in the morning and i'm feeling freakking hungry.this is bad bad bad.
ANYWAY.

YESTERDAY.
ITS OVER!!! OVER!!! OVER!!! I CANT BELIEVE IT!!!! IT'S DONE!!! NO MORE!!!ARGHH!!!i'm gonna miss you, babe.
EH EH EH,TESTING.relax lah.i'm referring to economics lah.HA.
paper was alright.can pass lah.

real fun begins.
step up 2 with peeps.well,not all of them.mel nurul mae.fun? FUN.DAMN.BLOODY FUN.step up 2 was hot.story line dead.missy is damn hot.
anyway,after movie CRAZY! CHAOS!
started imagining stuffs and putting us together and starting a crew.
yeah.we're apmikaplandipcore8htm crew.cool eh?of course lah.nurul what.
y'all gonna see us in the hottest clubs doin' our thang.dig it? word.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
i think i pissed in my pants when busy laughing at us.the whole crew thing is crap.it's always good to have some poo in your life.

my back is itching real badly.
i'm going off now.
white chicks on.
gonna laugh my butt off.
tmr working.
might have an additional one.
cool.

monday! wait ah.

2008-03-19T22:51:00.008+08:00

fast game.

hi.
tmr is my exam and i'm still here blogging.NICE.
garnet bought sandwiches which were freaking delicious.
partly because it's per and it's the real deal.this is what i call a sandwich.10 plus bucks for 3 different kind of normal looking sandwiches.worth it?why dont you tell me?
me and economics bff.but still, i hate it.
today did a lil revision with mel.QUITE productive?nah.maybe just a lil.
blame on the wannabe ah beng ang mohs lah.interesting life stories.listening to who fuck who,who dated who,who have what tattoos etc.sorry ah.busybody a bit.

okay.studying now.but first,needa do a lil ironing followed by packing of mah bag and then study study study till my brain crash.
OKAY,I'M GETTING REALLY REALLY REALLY SLEEPY.NOT GOOD AT ALL.
REDBULL PLEASE ENTER MY MOUTH AND DOWN MY GULLET AND THEN TO MY STOMACH SO THAT MY EYES AND BRAIN WILL WORK HAND IN HAND TO PRODUCE AN A+ FOR MY ECONOMICS EXAM.THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH.APPRECIATE IT.

step up 2.wait for me.i'm gonna enjoy you tmr.
tmr will be awfully fun and interesting.
study hard, peeps.

2008-03-17T02:31:00.007+08:00

i have revisions to complete.
i have exam to do.
i have movies to watch.
i have job to work.
i have friends to hang out with.
i have things to sort out.
i have a body that needs REST.

that is all i can think of now.i think i'm dying soon.it's been long since i have a nice LONG comfortable sleep.i need sleep! DESPERATE FOR SLEEP!

a lot on my mind right now.but i'm trying really hard not to think too much.
over reacting.mother of earth.lunch was shit.i had to choose that rotten veg.fuck that!it tasted worst than poo.alone the whole day.soon enough,i'll be crazy.serious.

bye.

2008-03-15T23:05:00.007+08:00

hey you.please grow up, a bit.

yesterday was out with afina and firdaus.sorry peeps.wasnt in the mood.i confess something ah.whatever you guys said yesterday,i wasnt really listening and i cant rmb that much stuffs..SORRY.my mind wasnt there.i forgot to bring my brain along.left it at work.i was tiredd to the max.SORRY!!

work today.pretty good.kinda busy which is never bad.mark was in the shop and he told me something fucking hilarious! garnet told him that she got 'scolded' by a malay woman just because she said hello

this is how the story goes.
woman walked pass the bar.
garnet:hello!
woman:DONT TALK TO ME TOO MUCH!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
just imagine the whole scenario.
if you dont find it funny,then im sorry that i shared a lousy joke.

you know what? mark actually wanted me to tell him something interesting.sia lah.i stunned seh.fuck,i was day dreaming lah.luckily garnet came on time.for once i love her for reaching at the correct moment.mark said last time when he wanted to employ someone for his company(not this bar),he will ask that human to tell him something interesting for 3 mins without repeating anything he said.power seh.like that,i confirm faint for 3mins.see whether interesting anot.i never repeat what.eh,what shit im talking?! SHUT UP JAK! crazy ah.(with the head action but pointing to myself)*inside joke.

hey,i tell you guys something.but dont repeat to others.
I HAVE A PIMPLE ON MY LEFT CHEEK OF MY BUTT.
shhhh....
and i think it's sexy.

work tmr.
i intend for tmr to be a good day with wonderful human surrounding me and keeping the idiotic,problematic ones far far away from me so that i can enjoy my sunday with peace and laughter plus not being sleepy.
i also intend for garnet to be at the bar in the afternoon so that i can go for lunch and not starve and start cursing her.
lastly,i intend for everyone out there to always be positive and for my peeps to study hard for the exam.
you're welcome. =)
if you were to send out intentions like this and believed in it,it will happen.
please trust me on this.

i know long post.i'll end this post with someone hot.

you claimed you've grown up.that's good.but hey,why called us childish?weren't you once with us?you trying to say you did nothing we did? think again.i dont know.you think we're childish but have you ever thought about yourself?hey,i know i was childish and all those shit but you wasnt?you were already behaving and thinking like an adult? you sure about that?i dont think so.childish indeed. i see you made new good friends.so i'm guessing we're not good enough for you?we're bad humans.we're evil.right?HELL NO,we dont kiss people asses.we only lick their asses.different.whose ass did we kiss?they have one fortunate ass.please read and think back what you've written.i'm a bit bothered but i knew this was coming.maybe this is/was a waste of time.

2008-03-12T00:19:00.016+08:00

hi.

peppermint tea for this kind of weather is shiok.
one word,random.
anyway,been rather busy.well,sort of lah.rushing through assignment.not surprising.every time we're suppose to 'discuss' about this, ended up talking shit.cool ah?yeah.......

okay.exam is like next week and i haven started revising yet.first time i actually cared abt exams.okay lah,besides os.i need this,man.kaplan,being a dumb school,had to make a rule that we HAVE HAVE to pass our exam in order to proceed to the next module.sigh.not listening in class is definately not working.lame.of course lah.pun.
sch is always the same.fun friends.boring lectures.losers classmates.blah blah blah.coffee breaks are always the best part of the day.agree?

LUCKY PLAZA'S NASI AYAM PENYET IS FREAKING DAMN NICE.LIKE ME.as usual.

okay.i need to go.gotta do assignment which is dragging for too long.boring.fucking shit.
work.school.revision.exam.
interesting life.
sleepy.
no good no good.
ASSIGNMENT!!!!!!
ARRGGHHHH!!!!!
coffee beans smell good.

i dont give a shit.just know that it's not a big deal.you think you're the only one?in case you forgot,you're not the only one living in this world.thank you.
sucha a loser.really.

2008-03-03T23:30:00.022+08:00

ATTENTION.
as you can see,i or rather mel have changed the blogskin.i know what you're thinking now.so what? yeah.read the next 2 sentences carefully.
1.if you're using internet explorer, GOOD.what you see is how the actual skin suppose to look like. WITH BLACK BACKGROUND.
2.if you're using mozilla firefox,that's it.my blog looks damn fugly.i dont know why.please dont ask.maybe that's how it's work.

i'm tired.sleeping is not on my list anymore.always awake for about 20 hrs.call me god of gods.im physically,emotionally and mentally tired.my brain has been blocked a couple of times.my eyes becomes very very heavy now.for normal humans,their eye bags will get thicker or big or whatever it is.for me,my eye bags goes lower.dont understand? slap your nostrils.
workstudyassignmentworkstudyassignmentworkstudyassignment
workstudyassignmentworkstudyassignmentworkstudyassignment
workstudyassignmentworkstudyassignmentworkstudyassignment
workstudyassignmentworkstudyassignmentworkstudyassignment
workstudyassignmentworkstudyassignmentworkstudyassignment
workstudyassignmentworkstudyassignmentworkstudyassignment
workstudyassignmentworkstudyassignmentworkstudyassignment
workstudyassignmentworkstudyassignmentworkstudyassignment

no no no.i'm not here to complaint.neither to show off nor to ask for pityness.this is mainly for my own reference; when i'm old.i want to remember the past and read and laugh at myself.HAHAHAHAHA.
i think i stress myself way too much.i cant relax lah. if i relax,that's it.dont even bother to ask me to study cos i wont.i want to keep the momentum going.nvm lah.once in a lifetime.i think?

school is always fun.today there's no exception.definately laughters everywhere.not forgetting cam whoring.study in school.followed by a little tutoring by yi min at holland.ended by ANOTHER revision at home.please tell me i'm hardworking.the only thing is have all the info make their way up into my brain and stayed there? dont know.
tmr,school then library.WOW.dont be too happy yet.we're going there not because we like it. WE HAVE TO.for the research.for the assignment.for the grades.for the paper.for the future.for the $$$$.for the retirement.
great.i forgot what i wanna write.oh yeah.coke plus redbull.nothing is happening.
still waiting.
and waiting.
waiting.
PIKCHAS

and STILL waiting.
eating toast mixed plus a can of redbull with a dash of coke.
FAT.
i dont care.

2008-03-03T01:18:00.003+08:00

massive headache.

SO.work today.things felt wrong when coming to evening.it's just too wrong and weird.pai seh.it has been a week since i work for the whole day. that's why things felt weird.nothing much though.bored plus tired equals sleepy.dozed off a couple of times.humans there got amazed and excited when they saw a monkey jumping around.LOSERS.after ke-zillion years, finally i can ogle at hotstuff.just a bit lah.not too much.

OH OH OH!!!! bloody hell! a costumer forgot to pay lah!bee yatch. should have taken the $$$ first.she lah. being a bee yatch. her bee yatchness made me forget that she haven paid.you know what she said? "what's the point of having a seating area when you dont sell food?" chee bye.i say lah.people can come here to slack and chill what.dumb shit.then she closed her smelly mouth.nothing tpo day.think before you talk,cannot ah? if i see her eyes again(eyes only), i'm gonna inserted all the cooler boxes up her ass. OUCH!
i didnt know some "situations" happened.shall not elaborate.dont know lah.people just dont want to admit their mistakes.humans never blame themselves even though they clearly know it's their fault.saddening huh?yeah, it is.

anyway, after work met yi min. asked her to help me in econs.i need serious help! thanks to her, i understand it more and better.hopefully what she said are all true lah.if she was shitting,my exam will be shitting too.HA.THANKS YI MIN.SUCK MY BALLS.

my craving for piercing my eyebrow is increasing and it's getting wilder and wilder by each day. i have not done my planning on how to hide it from my parents and those other people.damn.i hate this.i need new piercings.my current ones are already senior citizens.people do say that i look better without my studs on (not that i'm ugly. in fact, i'm freaking hot lah!) well,all i can say is this is how i am and i enjoy having those accessories on my face.but thanks for the comments.i dont really care what people say lah. what i think is right,it has to be right.life's tough.now then you realise?life is not about people's opinion and adjusting your life to it.that is just right down ABSURD.true? true, to a certain extend.

SCHOOL TMR!
HOORAY!
CANT WAITT!
ENTHU ME!
damn,i need to find my eye candy soon so i feel MORREE motivated to go school.
even though i'm already BOB MARLEY'S GF.
sounds disgusting.
but it's the truth.
bear with it, okay?
good.

TAKE CARE Y'ALL.
brain is telling me something.

2008-03-02T00:23:00.008+08:00

last night.

i dont remember what i did,who i talked to etc.this is what happen lah. want to yaya papaya.i was testing to see how long i can tahan after only sleeping for 2 hrs the previous night.by 11,only half of my brain was working.12 onwards,it's totally dead.i mean really dead.i dont really remember who i chatted with, what i was chatting about, what i was reading and all those stuffs.I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT I BLOGGED LAH!!!!basically,i cant remember.i know the urls that i sent were not really relevant.sorry peeps.my brain likes to play games with me.i'll get this done.

today.
wcp! it has been a long time since i went there. memories all alone in the moonlight.sorry,just nonsense.but,wcp got a lot of memories ah.well,for me lah.
met up with mel then felicia at clementi.best part,we were busy talking and didnt know we actually walk passed her.how nice.blah blah.mac.people start arriving.roy,that pang sai kia.he didnt come cos he claimed he has fever.nvm.no one was angry at him.bet he drank too much.take care,minah rep.i admit we didnt really do the assignment BUT the day wasnt wasted just like that.to me, today was like a bonding session between all of us.we just knew each other,you see.went pretty
well.laughing,laughing,laughing.

damn, i have work tmr.wait! eveyday there's work. full day.gonna be bloody tired.suddenly i dont feel like working.is it becos i have too many stuffs to do on my studies or is just me?nvm.looking on the brightside, there's still hotstuff for me to ogle.yay! heavy eyes.signalling me to drop my eyes.

cant wait for school on monday!
sisters and brothers, i cant believe i actually said that!

peeps. :)

2008-03-01T00:37:00.006+08:00

half dead brains.extremely heavy eyes.how can i move on? i just ate pasta(i know it's bad eating it at this hr)with lots of chilli padi and i almost fall asleep eating it.pi sai.nothing is working.

i have to get something done.if not,i pai seh sia. all do then i never do anything.peanuts.school is pretty okay.the usual lah.i wonder how many times did rodney called "vicky" and said real cold jokes. real cold siah.i swear i had to wear 36 really thick sweaters just to keep me warm and stay alive.

that's it!
too heavy.
have to let it down

PICKCHAS!!!

2008-02-29T03:05:00.009+08:00

man,that shit is hot!
(i said shit)

It's already 3 in the morning and i'm still wide awake. 3am is my active hour. i will be unusually active and high at 3am.dont ask me why because i dont have the answer.crazy piece of pi sai.

okay,the reason i'm still up is because i'm in the middle of doing research for assignment.i'm not trying to say i'm very hardworking and the others are not. it's just that i cant seemed to understand what actually happened during the financial crisis.why?what?why?what?why?what?why?what?

oh yeah! crank that by soulja in on now!

okay random.back to business.i need more help. i'm willing to scarifice my long waited nice wonderful long hours with my beautiful pillows and nice smelling pillow sleep.touched anot?start crying now lah.sometimes i think i'm wonderwoman.but actually,i'm already one.

school been rather fun,surprisingly.everyday after school, i would always look forward to another day of schooling..i'm not sick of school,YET.hahaha.dont think will lah.great surrounding,great people,great friends.GREAT GREAT GREAT.the only thing that turned me off today was that my urine was like 56 litres full(max amt) and had to let it out but i didnt do it because i didnt want to miss any part of the lecture.in the end i couldnt take it anymore and urinated in my berms on the way out of class.embarrass like shit sial.FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK.

i'm sure by now you guys should know about the terrorist that escaped.seriously.

HOW IN THE BLUE HELL HE COULD ESCAPED FROM THERE?!?!?!?!
singapore's security so tight.but just look at what had happened.i blame no one.but.QUICK QUICK!!! capture him asap because i wanna know how he actually escaped.just being curious.no funny business here.does he has tattoos like wentworth miller in prisonbreak? no.cant.muslim no tattoos.

Today's will be a quick one. needa continue on my research. nibacula. TGIF!
and and and. HAPPY 29 FEB DAY!!! in case some of yoouu dumb heads dont know.today's date is 29 feb.this only happens every 4 years.DUMB HEADS, 28 FEB IS USUALLY THE LAST DATE FOR THE FEBRUARY.

NOW ON THE COUNT OF 3, PLEASE SAY THANK YOU TO BIG SISTER, JAK

1....2....3...

THANK YOU!!!!!

SATURDAY=FUN=GREAT SEX.

2008-02-28T00:20:00.004+08:00

back.

HELLOOOO!!!!
what's up people, people, people? i'm good good. a little tired.but IM GOOD! things have changed like

I'VE STARTED SCHOOL!!!!! hooray and boohoo!!there are quite a big number of humans out there still slacking their ass off while i'm already suffering here. oh,did i mention where i'm schooling? maybe not.if i did, i shall repeat.i'm currently in kaplan.pretty good.good school.good friends.good clique.good classmates.wait.all classmates except for one.HA.dont feel like mentioning.anyway school is not going well.economics and me;never friends.i cant get econs.I NEED MR ONG! the lecturer can slowly make his way to the dustbin cos i dont need him.hey,if you're just going to repeat what you see on the powerpoint slides and give lousy examples,i can easily replace you and be the lecturer.i can be YOUR lecturer.okay.i'm not gonna put all the blame to him or anyone.it's up to me to be useful and hardworking and get my facts right about econs.did i make any sensible sense?

work? i dont know what's happening since i'm only there for about 4 hrs everyday except sunday and i feel bad about. i know it's not my fault.i have school commitments. BUT then again.shit.i'm screwed.blahhhhhh.

HIGHLIGHTS FOR TODAY.
1.I'm working and studying at the same time.
2.I can listen but cannot hear.
THE HIGHLIGHT.
MY BIRTHDAY IS ON 26 FEB.(huh?)WHAT I'M TRYING TO SAY IS THAT MY BIRTHDAY IS ON THE 26 FEB.
(actually her birthday on 26 july?anyway,the main thing was that she was damn damn confident when she was saying those sentences!)
INSIDE JOKES!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA TO FELICIA!!!!

FUNNY FUNNY FUNNY! joker siah.
i dont know how long i can tolerate econs.
it's killing me softly.
town is killing me.
victoria ''beckham" is killing me.
but smoking is never gonna kill me.
rubbish bin.

my eyes weighs about 60 000kg now.heavy but i cant let them drop.i have readings to do,writing to do, watching to do.i think by the end of the month, my eye bags will be bigger than my face.WOW! imagine that.cool huh?
i'm feeling hardworking now.
maybe NOT!

I NEED TO FLY OFF NOW.
ANOTHER DAY TMR!
WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOJJOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-02-17T23:46:00.000+08:00

hello hello.how's everyone doing?

things been good.always good.i know of some things that went on a few days or wks back which i'm not going to comment anything.it's none of my business and i dont want to get into trouble by saying some shit of my own.fine.in short, i'll just shut up.BUT the only thing i want to say is that i'm disappointed.some people are just not loved.not loved enough.okay.stop.
moving on..
school's starting real soon! i'm having mix reactions about this.it's cool to go to school cos it's gonna be an entirely different way of studying and the environment will b totally different.plus not forgetting the peeps there.but then again,going to school means i have to stop working which im particularly quite sad.im gonna miss all those shit.from opening the shop,waiting for lunch time,making comments to myself,talking and laughing to myself,dozing off while working,looking at humans eating,cursing garnet for making me starve.a lot lah!hold on.HOTSTUFF!HOW CAN I FORGET?!?!?!fuck.looks like i'm fuckingly attached to wildbunch. what to do?i'll see how things go.i dont mind studying and working.gonna be tough meat.i have to support myself for my fag addiction.unhealthy bee yatch.

today's hot.wildbunch was hot.busy mofo.wait.wildbunch is hot when i'm working in it.cant help it.it's just me.i'm too hot.must be my hair.HAHAHAHA.laugh leh. funny joke. joke of the year.okay, back to business.today was busy.humans keep coming. one by one they came and left feeling satisfied plus healthier.oooie.
oh yeah! garnet told me this pi sai which kept me laughing till my urine ooze out.no joke.not gonna share with y'all.stingy lah.HAHAHAHA.please sleave your lessage.HOHOHO.

i feel like getting a few more piercings on my face.eyebrows? the middle of my nose?sorry,i dont know the name for that.i always wanted to be a cow.so yeah.but i have to make a full proof plan first before proceeding.since last year no new piercing, this year MUST have. stay tuned to find out.
it's late and my bed is getting horny and want me on it.i have to go and satisfy it's craving for hot sex.wait.

TERENCE TAY IS SECRETLY IN LOVE WITH ME.HAHOAHOHOAH!!!!
NO SHITTING HERE.THE TRUTH.ASK HIM.
IM SO DEAD!

take care you people with private parts.
give more and you'll receive much more.
dont get it?
lick my feet.

i've never left.
you did.

2008-01-31T21:00:00.000+08:00

what's up?

the pressure is on.seriously.well,i really regretted not studying hard for my os.i know.i know.its WAY too late.sigh.only 3 passed subjects.MIND YOU. ITS OS.not prelims nor exams nor tests.see?this is bad.options were ite,retake os or private.becos of this, my family kinda fall apart.practically everyone in my family was against the idea of me going private.wth.drama mama.this is my future.not theirs.i decided to just go what i want and stick to going private.thank god mama and ewan are bright enough to actually understand and support what i want.the rest can just fuck off!im not in any mood to talk or even look at them! call me childish.i dont care.i didnt start all this.at least talk to me nicely lah.oh well.i thought maybe they would support whatever decision i make.but doesnt look like it.ego? no.never.please think abt what you just said, you mofo.

sch's starting on feb.fast game.a lil excited and scared. i know it's gonna be tough and hard work.HOHOHOHO.since i chose private,mama say i cant socialise with people anymore.i have to go home straight after sch. HA.short form: shut down.inside joke.hahaha.have to try to juggle study and work.tough.wait! not try. MUST!serious shit.i need $$$$ for my own expenses.cos mama dont want to give me $$$$ anymore.totally understand.im not angry at her.she is already paying for my fees.what else can i ask for?of cos lah.i have to pay her back.must really study hard.really really.really really really.i cant wait for the future. :P

on the plus side, im touching up my hair! :) mama poko pants gonna kill me!cos she asked me to get it black.let me enjoy first lah.okay.nonsense.as usual.everything is expensive now.and wasted a lot $$$$$.esp on ciggs.this is bad. maybe i should quit eating.so that i have money for ciggs.good idea? NO. HAHAHAHA.rubbish.

work is always fun.patrica mok came to buy juice a few days ago.funny woman! her mouth is huge! fuck shit.but she's preettyy.i like her.very natural. unlike ******** and ********.no names mentioned.to protect their faces.dont even try to guess who im talking about.cos those * sign will never make up a name.understand? no? then you should take a bit of detergent A BIT ONLY (2 cups to be exact) and add water. mix well.and splash it to your eyes.that will help. REALLY.

im starting to miissss sch! :( all the fun times.funny.laughters.screaming.good times good times.i'll elaborate more next time.i have to go.dad's coming home soon.dont really wish to see him.maybe i should blind fold my eyes so that i see no one.hmmm.GOOD IDEA. see im smart. THANK YOU!

BYEEE, SMALL BRAINS.
before i leave.
just to let you know im doing meditation now.HOORAY!

2008-01-14T23:06:00.001+08:00

sometimes i wonder. why am i thinking of all this shit and getting emotional over nothing?this have been bothering me for a long long time.well, garnet has been helping me.making me feel hell lot better about myself, things and people surrounding me.im so blessed to meet someone like her.positive vibes people.
work is better now.im enjoying every bit of it.meeting new different people every day.some are extremely nice and obviously some are just plain bee yatchs.people come in different forms or a better word; attitude but deep inside they just want to be loved.believe it. its true.have some time to yourself and think about this.you'll get what i mean.i've made new friends and i like them though they are wayy older.okay.random.
everyday,work is the same old thing.same intentions.same feelings.so yah. people have been telling me to quit this job and find a new one since the pay is crap.but im not gonna do that.to me, working there is just not about the $$$. the fact that i enjoy myself is good enough.plus i have the nicest bosses. it's true that sometimes i just feel shit,sick and tired of all the same stuffs but wth.i believe that wildbunch is gonna be huge and famous.and when that happens, im proud to tell everyone that i've or maybe am still working there!NO. WAIT.IM PROUD THAT IM WORKING AT WILDBUNCH! WHOOOOO!!! SPREAD THE WORD!

results are coming out sooonn. and that CAN wait! i hope somehow they lose all the results and all of us can go poly or jc.FAT HOPE! im fucking scared of my results cos i know i didnt give my all for the papers.i totally regretted not studying hard.no point crying over spilled milk.now it's all up to god to help me and bless me and hope my results are good enough to enter poly and get the course i want.TP is where im thinking to go even though it's miless away from my house.the environment there seems pretty nice.

AND my day didnt start right.i was feeling cranky and moodless and i just feel like letting everything go and give up.i was so tired of everything and just shut down.garnet tried her best to crack me up and help me feel better. it work a lil.she did this shit which im not gonna to elaborate.HAHAHA.oh man,she's the best boss i ever and gonna have. i think.
the shop gonna have lil changes here and there and im sort of designing or making a new uniform without them knowing.hopefully they approve it cos the uniform or rather shirt is shitty and i dont like it.no offence. but new shop, new uniform. that's the way.
okay, i'll stop rubbishing now.
work tmr.
and that fucker mel just made last minute changes. yet again!
shopping day changed again.
and i cant wait for new clothes!
come.come.my wardrobe is waiting to swallow new stuffs.
sales gonna be better tmr!
i can feel it!
positive vibes.
i intend to sell all the juices tmr!
I'LL REPEAT AND SAY AFTER ME
JAK INTEND TO SELL ALL THE JUICES TMR!!!
YAAAHHHOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

2008-01-02T21:20:00.001+08:00

im feeling FUCKING FUCKING FUCKED UP now! my mood swings are getting real bad.one moment i feel like im the king of the world.next moment i feel like a piece of SHIT.wtf is happening to me?! i get angry at the slightest thing.i get excited at the lamest thing.im fucking angry with everything and everyone.im angry at myself,mama,bro,kambing?everything lah! fuck! why am i angry at kambing for?! kambing didnt even do anything at all! see? this is what i mean.im angry at everyone even though they done no wrong.my emotions now are like shit.it's all jumble up. and i dont like it! not a single bit!worse.this is only the second day of a brand new yr. i wonder what's in store for me for the coming days.

becos of this i've started writing out stuffs that have been stuck inside for a loooongg time.it feel SOOOO GOD DAMN GOOOD to let it all out.of cos i cant write it here.wayy too personal.i wrote all the stuffs everywhere.one of them is on napkins.i hope no one get their hands on it. if not im gonna be dead.bang!i think i should start composing songs.i mean like writing songs or lyrics or whatever is called lah! i think its gonna be cool.i'll shall try that.who knows i might be the next famous song writer like ne-yo? HOHOHO.

ARGH!!!!
okay.that aside.andd i'll talk about today.soooo...work in the morning.blah.blah.blah.nothing much really.just the usual stuffs.then garnet asked to help her sell some juices at this random bank.guess what? never happened. i just knew it! i've got a bad feeling abt this when i was waiting outside the office.fucking shit!i was so fucked up at the boss or whoever was in charge of the office.i can see that garnet was also upset but she just dont want to admit.oh well. this is life.one moment you're up in the sky.next moment you're way down there.so came back and continued working.found out that kambing have two tattoos.maybe more.that fucking gangster face.i act like i know kambing.in fact,we're not even friends! imma stalker, right yimin?one more thing.i feel bad for the cleaner at hv becos he sorta got scolded for smth he didnt do.garnet lah.asked us move the mirror(which apparently was thrown away) so that we can see ppl coming from the other side.it was cool lah since we or rather me can see my own reflection.then that dumb short body builder wannabe complain to the security guard claiming that it's blocking the way.that's total rubbish chute. garnet says his gay.anyhow only.so i close shop with garnet's help and and i think i saw fiona xie.i say i think becos she was covering her face thinking that she's one super super famous person and there are paparazi everywhere to snap pictures of her.whatever lah and i wanted to do a lil workout when i get home but my fucking bro was being a fucker so i didnt have the mood alr.sch started today.i oneder how new town is and how my bro did for his first day at qtss.oneder.oneder.

working morning tmr.
whole day.
tmr will be a better day.
hopefully.
okay okay.i'll stop what im always doing.
sounds absurd.

2007-12-31T21:51:00.000+08:00

work was lousy in first half.the next half was better cos obviously kambing started working plus me and garnet were finally bonding.i think.we talked abt lots of stuffs.tattoo.piercing.alcohol.clubbing.humans.movies.a lot of random topics lah!found out quite a no. of things.since we talking abt piercing,i decided to pop the qn.i asked her if i could wear studs to work.her reply:tmr you wear then i'll see.isnt that good? :)yay. but not forgetting this.she asked me one particular qns and i had no choice but to lie.i know it's wrong.i dont know.guess it's not the right time to let her know?maybe i'll confess to her tmr,you think? business is picking up.good.today our juices ALMOST sold out!!YAY!shit i think i got garnet's "yay" disease.nonsense.

Last day of 2007.
2007 have been a great year? most probably.maybe?i hope so.i cant really think of anything exciting happened this year.i need to sit down and list out all the eye-catching moments.oh! one just popped on my mind.the arguement of mel and some mad malay woman outside queens.HAHAHA!!"DONT LOOK AT ME UP AND DOWN!"yah.you smoke nvr light the cigg.cool what.i bet there's more memorable stuffs!none is on my mind now. i've seen ppl true colours and shits.AND i dont think 2007 is a bad year for me.good things did happened.but certain things cant say.obviously.pai seh lah.privacy a bit.ups and downs.lefts and rights.friends left.new friends.exciting. BUT im certain i laughed WAY too much this yr.no..never a bad thing.new year resolutions?mine will always be the same.to cut off some fats off.BUT STILL NEVER HAPPEN LEH.HAHAHA.same resolution for dont know how many years.2008 will be even better.i can smell it.i want some things to change but most things to remain.okay.im sad.cos i'll be home for countdown. :( boooohoooo.nvm.when the clock strikes 12, im gonna go out and kiss whoever i see first.wow.like real.OH MAN.I'VE GOT NO LIFE.FUCK IT!

so what about you people? was your 2007 a good one? i hope it was.let's hope that 2008 will be a good and money rolling year.prices are increasing,you see. :0

HAPPY NEW YEAR YOU DUMB WEIRD HUMANS!!!!!!!!!!

2007-12-29T22:29:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!
i totally love working! i wanna work 24/7.if only i can.work was fabulous today!busy busy busy. plus plus hotstuff was working.hooray.gay.we sold quite a lot today.please please let me have 5% of the profit and i will love you forever.

so today was "meet old friends" day for garnet.this wasnt planned at all.first was her ex schoolmates.not one.not two.but 10 of them.it was like a partee.the shop was fucking packed since OUR shop is freaking small.our seh.haha.damn noisy.next was her ex work mate.his name anuar.he such a nice guy.he gave garnet a logcake.i lovee him.he sucha fun guy to hang ard with and extremely funny.he's gay.so what man?he said "this bapok have to be macho!"cos he was carrying ALOT of plastic bags.HAHAHAHA!!!!he's damn open lah.telling abt his bf and stuffs.he wasnt telling me of course.i was eavesdropping.not my fault what.he was talking loudly.good soul.why?cos he bought 4 juices.hahaha.
oh yah. i saw roslyn if that's the correct spelling.the 98.7fm deejay.she's a coolio man!she had long hair but one or both of her sides is/are shaved.i cant really rmb.if you all dont understand what im saying then tooooo bad.HA.but fucking cool lah.at first i couldnt really recognise her until i heard her voice.confirm her!

melany lum chong mai pang seh-ed me(as usual) for dont know how many millaons times.this time for zul.ah.i see him small so i'll let him off.i feel so gangstar.stupid shit.there goes my indochine.nvm.still got time.im still waiting for her to call.okay.random.after work bought chicks and then to chip bee alone for the usual.
tmr performance.im scared.scared i screw up since i didnt go for practice today.karat alr.fuck.see how it goes.do you smell what the money is cooking?i smell money coming on my way now! lao shi better dont make me excited for nothing.

2008 is coming.fast game.this yr might or will be just another countdown.staying at home countdowning by myself.sad right?last yr when people all over the world was countdowning i was busy making sandwiches.cool huh?if only wildbunch & co is having new yr's party.dumb.p.s wildbunch & co is where i work.i know my blog is boring.i'll post up some pictchas next time.

morning work.
night performance.
busy busy.
WOOOOOOOOO...

please notice me, you kambing.

2007-12-28T23:52:00.000+08:00

worked alone.wasnt bored since it was kinda busy which is ALWAYS good and hotstuff was working.saw quite a no. of familiar faces.after work or rather packing time, mel looked for me and i recommended her carrot+lemongrass.she totally hate it lah!sorry mel.standard.first drink.same reaction.her reason;the carrot taste really carrot.something like that lah.you'll get what i mean when you try it.

she waited till i was dismissed by mark.we decided to chill at indochine;whatever the correct spelling is.i have to admit it was a pretty nice place.how could i actually think that it was a stupid place to chill? omfg.new found ex place.
bitched.laughed.smoked.left.enjoyed.
thanks mel for the drinks!
first and most probably not the last. :o

i totally hate lao shi lah.always telling last min stuffs which suck.fuck shit! till now im still waiting for garnet's answer on tmr working schedule.oh fuck.bet she and mark are fucking fucked up abt this last min decision.eh i am too, okay?i guess i just go to work tmr and maybe forget abt the performance.cb.bye 20 bucks.frankly speaking,i rather go work.hotstuff might be working.:)
being a good friend, i'll try to go for the performance.
AND.
i didnt know that ashley tisdale is actually 22 yrs old.sorry if im slow or anything.SHOCKING LAH.and her nose rocks my nose.

work or no work?
i dont know.
fuck eyeballs.
i miss cam-whoring.

2007-12-28T00:16:00.000+08:00

hello.
work.normal.it's not getting any better.time is passing waayyy to slow and people are getting very irritating.i found something or rather someone to motivate me to go work.it's quite effective though.wooohooohoohoo. :)
no life for me.i didnt get to see xmas deco at town for 2 straight years! not that im into xmas or anything like that.people keep telling me it's damn nice and stuffs.wth.it's alr over.what's the point.

well done.cheers.two words.i hear everyday.my dry skin is acting up again.fuck! random.
i want my life back.actually i kinda like my life now.why am i always complaining?just stick to what i have lah.complaint complaint.im pretty uptight with myself now.i think way too much.i dont like it.things shldnt go this way.i have to do something abt it.maybe it's the fortune teller?damn you bitch.and garnet asked me to try yoga.how nice.
work afternoon.
finally.
rest a lil.
tired.
bedtime story.
cheers!

drink juice!
good for you!

knowledge to boost your knowledge.
beetroot is good for your skin and nails.
ladies and not forgetting gents.
drink for you.

2007-12-22T22:56:00.000+08:00

work was like usual.queens with mel.holland plus shiv.they went indochine.i went home.see?my life is dead.totally dead.cant wait for pay day!not that im earning much.but MONEEEYYY makes the world and ME go round.ahh.whatever lah.what crap.i need to shop badly.the stuffs i have are growing old and dying soon.
do you know that it's nice to smile at someone but it's even better if that person smiles back at you?
okay.that's random.this is one of the things i found out while working. maybe im just too bored.that's why im finding out nonsense things.
why am i having the same old dream every single day? does that mean anything? what the fuck im talking abt?shit fuck.i suck lah.i think too much and my english is fucking rusty and is not getting any better.sorry ppl.please dont mind my fucking rotten smelly english.
work is shit.i got to work the whole day for the rest of the month.long hrs.so what im working long hrs?my pay is ants.my monthly pay is equivalent to someone working for only 2 wks or maybe lesser.
sorry if im complaining too much.
this is life.
im just dumb to work there.
the bright side;im getting a lil healthier.

knowledge to boost your knowledge.
coriander ease joint pains.
parsley freshens your breath and stimulate digestion.
this is what i learnt today.
smart huh?
thank you.

p.s
some alphabets might be cut off.
blame the skin.
my apology.

2007-12-20T22:00:00.000+08:00

today is no good.today freak the hell out of me.you want to know why?
cos i met with a fortune teller.no.actually,he met me.fucking unexpected.totally shocked the shit out of me.i dont really want to elaborate the whole thing but just to let you ppl know that this shit is making me dead weird and freaky.so for now,i will not believe a single word he said.okay.maybe SOME words.i'll just wait till whatever he says come true.if they are coming.and i owe him 20 bucks for a consultation which i nvr asked for.pls forget abt me and dont come looking for me.what did i do to put myself into this crap?
work was pretty okay cos jess was working and its was busy.oh man.her last day is this sat! damn fast lah.only today we started like bonding and stuffs.oh well.what to do..
im sick of this skin.no offence yimin.i'll find some time to search for a new skin.
tmr morning shift again.wah.sian.
im going straight to bed after indulging on a few slices of pizzas.
fat lah.
december=shit=suck cock.
you say i have a funny face.
thanks.

2007-12-19T23:16:00.000+08:00

hello there.
new blogskin.thanks yimin!
okay.these few days were like a roller coaster.the ups and the downs.wtf.hell shit.but everything's okay now.i think.
so today i baked muffins and im embarrassed by the result of it.dont ask y or i'll stuff my feet in ur mouth.went holland.do the same old stuff.
tmr working.morning.
sigh.
y no double pay?
tmr public holiday, you know.
dumb ass nose.

2007-12-18T23:15:00.000+08:00

im not in the mood today.
this is really bad.
i think i need it.

2007-12-14T22:47:00.000+08:00

hello.
work today.same.but slightly busy which is always good. cos time will pass faster.nothing much lah.yimin is coming for training.so she might be joining me. dont know lah.hopefully she gets it so that i will not be bored working.
what the fuck is wrong with my stomach?it's like forever empty even though i've alr fill it.wth..
tmr's gonna be long.really long.shit.
i hate working.
but i hate it even more if im not working.
hell.i dont understand humans.

2007-12-12T21:56:00.000+08:00

work was normal except that i ended earlier since jessica is working today.ppl its garnet not garlet.my bet.i was talking to garnet and i was swinging my elbow for no apparent reason and it hit on the button of the cash register and it opened.i find it kinda funny.hahaha.im crazy.finally tmr im not working. im gonna slack my ass off and watch tv the whole day.
since i started work i've been seeing quite a no. of familiar faces at holland. dennis keller is god damn bloody hot! and i think she's quite tall.
im alr bored with this job.i know it's damn fast.but everyday is the same old thing.plus again i shall repeat the pay just sucks!argghhh!!!
fuck the job! screw it!
oh yeah! u know what? this morning casey, my neighbour encountered with a flasher! wtf?! y didnt she call me? so that i can see him and his dick and measure it first before getting a parang and chopping off his dick and frying it and letting him enjoy his own dick.what's wrong with him? i mean if he wants ppl see his dick do some hardcore porn lah.poor casey.
i feel like having pancakes and sausages now.who says i cant have breakfast at night?

2007-12-09T22:43:00.000+08:00

try drinking 9 different vege + fruit juices shots at one go.it sucks.and sucks big time.blame on me.im not a healthy person.ginger taste raw when it is raw.its strong and a lil spicy.i dont like ginger.she's making me drink it everyday.her reason:so that u will rmb the taste and will be able to tell the costumers how it taste like.wtf? just buy la! want to know how it taste like for what?!just know it's good for the body can what! okay.relax.

i think i deserves a raise even though today is only my second day.i am doing alot of work you know.i didnt know delivering is part of my job.the only best part is i can waste time outside and have a smoke and not sit and stone and stare at everyone.
for two days, i've seen the diff types of ppl.how they behave and all.i've been observing humans. unglam stuffs they do.thinking that no one is looking at them.not to mention ppl falling down.i get alot of that everyday;since it raining most of the time.i TRY not to laugh.but sometimes it's way too funny.hahahaha. today,someone fell right in front of me and i had to pretend that im busy,making him think i didnt see anything.HA.

working there is cool since i can choose the days i wanna work,what time i start and end.i got to be hardworking since i want MORE cash.
i got to know garlet a lil bit better.we were so deep.talking abt religion and other deep topics. she said that love and spirituality for the religion are impt.praying and all is not.i didnt give a damn and just agreed with her.
damn.i have to be 'enthu' in front of costumers.it's tough.imma shy person.wooowiee...not forgetting to slang a lil bit.i feel so fake.and not forgetting trying to rmb our regular costumer faces and names.ya right.i only rmb one.

i need go iron my dumb shirt and get to bed.work tmr at 830AM.mother.AND TMR IS GIVE OUT FLYERS DAY! WOOOHOOO.SO EXCITING.MY ASS.shld i work for the whole day? we'll see.
im sick of the same routine, the same outfit that includes same bra and boxers.you believe?

2007-12-08T22:45:00.000+08:00

WASSSUUUPPPP!!

just got back from work/training an hr ago.it was alright. im getting the hang of it. even though i have to memorise a lot of stuffs. =( its like im back to sch again. fnn is kinda useful here. garlet,the boss is a nice and TALL lady.i tot she would be those stuck up ass. but she's really friendly.mark,co-boss is nice.he kept using the word fuck.haha.his accent is way to thick.i cant understand 90% of what he's saying.jessica,my colleague is very nice. she helped and taught me stuffs and all that.thanks!overall everyone is nice and im happy.
oh ya. jessica said that i am hired MAYBE becos garlet likes my hair and i have the face that 'can work'. HAHAHAHA!!!!! long story man..garlet likes wild hair.okay.random.

the cookies were nice.its made from the fruits pulp.wheatgrass.i think.ITS REALLY NICE.i like it alot! not only healthy but delicious.come come!buy lah.good for you!! did some christmas decoration. i dont think we did good.wth.its our first time anyway.
okay lah. i needa go memorise some stuffs so that i wont make mistakes tmr.
SHOOT! I THINK I GAVE WRONG CHANGE TO ALOT OF PPL! OH FUCK! i think im getting fired tmr.ARGGGHH!
i feel like im damn enthu on this job.HA.

2007-12-07T23:22:00.001+08:00

hi.
im tired.tired looking for jobs.3 straight days of holland.sick.sick to my stomach.THANKS FOR THE ACCING ME AND ASKING ALL THE QNS,ANG YIMIN! that's it.i'll stick to this.i know the pay sucks.but i'll do this.for now.when there's a better one, i'll quit.the job is alright.plus side it's near my hse.so save money on transportation.
im scared of her.the boss.if she is.
tmr training.i need to wear orange.bright.imma sun tmr! all eyes on me!
i hope the job is okay.i hope the boss is okay.i hope my colleagues or co-workers or whatever u call it are okay.
okay. i didnt tell u guys what im working as.
im working at this organic fruit juice shop.i think that what they sell.
wth.im working there and i dont know what im selling.how smart.fuck me pls.i still want my ya kun?

i feel like piercing my eyebrow.
damn.

2007-12-05T16:50:00.001+08:00

ice coffee to begin the day.been raining heavily.thank god.slept for 13 hrs and i tell you its damn nice.i feel like a pig.i've been having frequent headaches and its killing me softly.idk why.idk how.what the heck.im blabbering nonsense again. meeting yimin later.bet she cant wait for me.

2007-12-04T22:16:00.000+08:00

kl was being biatch,wiatch.i didnt enjoy myself.well,most of the time.ewan was irritating.arguing and stuffs. bought only 1 miserable berms and 1 collar tee.plus a caesar salad dressing and some gums.fucker.sorry ppl.dint get anything for y'all.ate alot.seriously alot.

I WANNA GO BANGKOK.
TO SHOPSHOPSHOPSHOPSHOPSHOPSHOPSHOPSHOPSHOPSHOP!!!!!
and eat all those wonderful insects.

hold that thought.
im thinking twice on that job.if i dont go for that job i might not have any job at all which equals to NO CASH which equals to NO SHOPPING which equals to NO NEW SHIRTS,JEANS,SHADES,BAGS,HATS ETC which equals to NO NEW HAIR COLOUR which equals to NO HOLIDAY!BUT if i take that job its gonna be tiring which may lead to boredom.
oh,someone just stab me in the eye.
see how things go.
OH FUCK! i hate this shit.

thinking everyday.
but is it worth it?
maybe someday.

2007-11-30T22:10:00.000+08:00

TIRED. TIRED. TIRED.
only had 2 hrs of slp!
okay.brief one.

went to training. which suck.thinking twice whether want to take the job.the job is like going up to strangers and asking them to donate some money to the organization for the 2nd chance thing to ex-convicts all that shit.this is one of the different positions we going to work.this is what they say la.not sure true.maybe fake.ashley was kinda okay.fyi ashley is our trainer and he's a guy.maybe that's his name.

FIRST QN HE ASKED.(well..sort of first)
him:any of u smoke?
me:er..me.y? issit wrong?
him: no la. can give cigg? my cigg upstairs ah.

wtf?!make ppl scared only.it ended way too early and had to kill time.ate carls jr.106 to clementi.

meet afina.wcp.talk and talk and talk.my jaw is hurting now due to all the laughing.thanks ah.
FACE TO FACE. HAHAHHAHAHAHA.

kl tmr! cant wait.i think?
going to have fun.i think?
off to pack mah stuffs.
need to wake up early again. :(
u ppl dont miss me ah.(confirm will!) :)
be back soon.

2007-11-30T00:11:00.002+08:00

shiv msged me early morning telling me that some company are looking for ppl for roadshows.exactly what i need.so she called them and we were down for interview.we consists of me, shiv, and donna.interview was alright.wasnt that formal like what i expected.kinda friendly type.oh yeah! when we were in the interviewing rm, 3 guys outside were blasting a chinese song and singing it out loud.plus dancing. the interviewer went out and sorta scolded them. lame shit.wtf is wrong with them?

then we went to kill some time as i needed to meet mel at night.ate at bugis.library.fuck! they didnt have my nigella feast bk.what the shit?!then went suntec.ate ice cream at gelare.walk ard for awhile.triple 1 to ghim moh. blk 9.pasar malam.home.

tired.tmr still have the training shit which is in the morning! needa to sacrifice my sleep.sad. my stomach is announcing that its empty.gonna stuff my face now.

2007-11-28T18:50:00.000+08:00

still jobless. bored.sigh.just fuck off.

went to library to get nigella lawson books.nice.still looking for the third book.

finally getting out of sg. hopefully i enjoy the trip.cant wait to shop! WHOO!!

i still haven bath since morning. fyi it's going to be 7pm soon.byee shit heads.

2007-11-19T22:59:00.000+08:00

been rotting and rotting and more rotting at home. not really la. only rotted for 2 days. which suck! i want to work. PPL GOT LOBANG SHARE LA!!! PLEASE! i need money to pay back my bro.i need money to shop. i need money to need money.

holidays are not going so well that i might just need to slaughter myself and make myself famous.i didnt enjoy prom.congrats to those who enjoyed! prom was lame.regret going sia. I HATED HOW VALLI LOOKED AT ME. SHE LOOKED AT ME IN ONE KIND.BASKET U.

AFINA.one more week! know u cant wait!

oh yeah.on sat.me,sis,nabil and nabilah went to an indian restaurant at esplanade.AND YES! the food is really authentic indian food. the spices they used were bloody strong. but nice. the naans were nice too. esp the ones that were stuffed with dried fruits. sweet.and im suprised i actually enjoyed their desserts.the one that are round with syrup.forgot the name.

since i have no job, i shall stay home and baked! i wanna try lots of recipes.choco granula bars.triple choco brownies.choco cheesecake.different types of pasta. AHHH.DELICIOUS. ohh nigella.u rock my mouth.mr jamie oliver i dont want u anymore.

this thurs is shiv's bbq.i still haven find an alternative marinate for the wings.and i still haven decided on the quantity of the food and finalise the list and confirmation on who are coming.which is bad cos tmr im going to buy the stuffs.oh shita! shivvani! y the hell u have to go hk and leave me to plan for ur bbq?! u better reward me till im fat. oh wait.im alr fat.

AMA was nice.i enjoyed ne-yo and rihanna performance.

2007-11-05T20:51:00.000+08:00

i cant upload the photos today.my com is freaking freaking slow.tmr i guess.

yesterday.

went mumu first. then meet mel to study.HAHAHAHAHA TO IDIOTS THAT BOUGHT 0411!!! i needa do that. okay.okay.we went to a new spot to study. windy.

mel claims she's going toilet. but instead she went to meet shiv.then suddenly i like hear 2 familiar voices. HAHAHA.yeah. they were singing birthday song for me.how nice. well. actually not really for me. for haslinda! haha. lame shit.

the cake was huge with a classic face of mine.obviously the cake is nice la. cos got my face and not forgetting my BEAUTIFUL BODY.hahahahahahhaa.oh yeah! we ask this uncle to take photo of us. very nice ah. esp the 2nd pic.and the uncle tot mel's a filipino! 2nd time! no! i think more than that! HOHOHOHOHOHO.cant blame. look like also.

then continued studying....

today.

ss paper.REGRETS!!!! REGRETS!!!!! I HATE MYSELF! FUCK MYSELF! ARRRGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!

SIGH.aiya. over already. what to do? just pray hard and hopefully its gonna be fine.

TMR LAST PAPER!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!

STRAIGHTAWAY AFTER THE PAPER,I'M GONNA THROW MY CHAIR TO MEL'S FACE!

HOOORRAYYYY!!!!!!! CANT WAIT FOR TMR!!!!!!!

confirm going to work during the hols.where? sentosa? or be a receptionist? that sucks.need the money.going to really busy. i think.act only la.

PROM IS LIKE NEXT WK!

is everyone excited?

i know i am.

cant wait till december.=))

i've been drinking lots of peppermint green tea.

and i cut myself really bad while shaving my legs.best thing was i still can let it enjoy a bathing moment on the wound. SHIOK.

im thinking how to bath tmr..

RANDOM.

2007-11-04T23:23:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!

and

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO LIL BRO,EWAN!!!

im blogging and uploading pictures tmr.everything tmr.not today.needa study.c'mon.push urself. ss paper.last stressful paper.WOOOOOOOHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WOULD LIKE TO THANK THOSE WHO WISHED ME. THAAANNK YOOOUUU!!!!!!! APPRECIATE IT!!

SPECIAL THANKS TO MEL AND SHIV FOR THE SURPRISE!!!!!!!

AND INSTEAD OF USING MY NAME, FOR MY BIRTHDAY SONG, U BEE YATCHS USED HASLINDA!

THANKS FOR THE OREO CHEESECAKE WITH MY BEAUTIFUL FACE AND BODY ON IT!!!

BIG BIG THANK YOU!!!!!!

AS USUAL, U GUYS LOVE ME!

2007-11-02T15:10:00.000+08:00

hello humans.

okay. yst was fnn paper which suck my nostrils.i got a heart attack when i was reading the questions.when i woke up,i was disappointed cos i was still in the hall and still need to complete the dumbass paper. ARGHHH!!!!!!! well, its over and done with.

today physics. no comment.nothing to say. after sch went ghim moh with dom and mel.walked ard.drank bubble tea and bought food home.

TWO MORE FREEEAKKINGG PAPER Y'ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

going beach rd later. just announcing.

mama embarrassed me in front of her friends.oh.nice.

sometimes, its fun to lie. SOMETIMES.

2007-10-31T21:40:00.000+08:00

havent been bloggin.cos of os ah.dont want to use com for too long.plus lazy and tireedd.

okay brief update on today.

mt paper today.was easy. easier than the previous one? i think la. i dare not be confident.we'll see what's the outcome. give me an A2 or better still A1. after paper went commonwealth for sheng siong and eat.im craving for the baked cheese fries!=)

tmr's fnn. cant wait. a lil scared.dont know whether can absorb all.help meeeee....

OS IS FINISHING!!!!! WOOHOOOOO!!!!!!! CANT WAIT!! ONLY A FEW MORE DAYS!!!!

dad just ask mama to go karaoke.okay.random. HAHAHA..

2007-10-22T20:46:00.000+08:00

yesterday.
wcp again.wasnt that productive.shit ass.after that, decided to go to the seaside to slack. nice sia.windy and stuff.oh! a guy confidently rollerbladed into the girls toilet! hahahaha.i was inside la.his facial expression was fucking funny!!!went sheng siong.meet up with mel's dad and auntie juli-sauce.they were buying stuffs for island.walked ard.mel's dad sent me home.

today.
wcp again.mel rebonded her hair.few things happened today.

we got 3 free coconuts frm the indian man working there.freshly cut off frm the tree.it tasted like..........sour+bland+no taste.wait! isnt bland and no taste the same?ah lame la.but it wasnt sweet at all.played with a coconut for awhile.

the highlight for today.
made frens with a few malay guys.i think.only know two guys name.borizal and sin.weird names.bo lampa and sinta.haha.names that were made up were the yellow shirt guy and holland ass.it started off by they came to drink frm watercooler.a guy started talking to mel.i think it was sin.then dont know how like all of them started talking.one guy ask me where i stay. i say holland la.the holland ass started saying ''holland? another country ah?" like act dumb.so LA ME.i think it was the holland ass that thought that mel is frm phillipines.HAHAHA.yellow shirt guy and another guy asked for ciggs.they say they will pay back tmr. sin then asked mel for her no.claiming that he can contact her when they want to pay back for the ciggs.like WTF?! is this the new way to ask girls for no.?HOOHOOO

overall the whole situation was funny plus weird.they were friendly though.no harm done.

then suddenly

after they go,

got this random guy started to talking to us.

sia la.did someone put a sign somewhere to ask strangers to talk to us? HAHAHA.

didnt expect studying at wcp can make us undergo weird situations.but mostly are funny.HAHAHAHAHA!!!!

after all the commotion,we went to the seaside.again.the wind was damn strong.cold. had to leave early cos mel had to see the mp.

got pics.but lazy to upload la.tired.next time ah.

os is tmr tmr.YAY! BOOHOO! too fast.revision still need to be done.oh mah god!HELPP MEEEE!!!! MOTHER OF EARTH.

2007-10-20T22:19:00.000+08:00

okay.im back.let's talk.

let me start by announcing that my laptop just recovered from the attacks of 158 VIRUSS! KNN.CB.FUCKENEH.and shiv. STOP IT! i didnt watch or go porn websites!
SO ROLL A FEW SOCKS AND STUFF IT INTO UR MOUTH!MAYBE ALSO STUFF IT UP INTO UR NOSTRILS. OKAY? kuku loves u.dont worry. thks.wooohoooooo...

practical on thurs.dont know whether can do well.i tried. i think.

yst did nothing. had tuition at 10.at night asked 2nd bro to drive me to beach rd cos was thinking to get a bag.end up also nvr.mother of earth.wasnt attractive anymore.went paragon to pick up his fiance,kak yani.before that bought mac and ate at some deserted place.next,we went to a car shop at ubi cos he wanted to get some stuffs for his car.his friend,ayim followed us.then to upper thomson for supper.sembawang to sent her home.finally home.reached home ard 1 plus.enjoyed.

today.session.been a long time.did the usuals.a lizard fell from nowhere and it hit on the water cooler!damn hard. it happened just after i reminded mel THAT A SMALL CUTE INNOCENT LIZARD DROPPED ON MY SHIRT THEN INTO MY BRA ON THE NIGHT BEFORE RAYE!!!! sweet shit.bloody hell.felt disgusted.for awhile.got a grp of ppl playing 'cs' at wcp.lame sia.but some scenes were funny.a guy frm there looked familiar.think frm sg idol?

are u going to be nervous before prom?who ask dumb qn?mel. u know who?hahahaha..

left early cos zul came and he doesnt want to see me.again.bodoh.I WANT DUIT RAYE FRM ZUL! took 200 home.freaking tired now.

os coming.ONLY A FEW MORE DAYS! excited.anxious.scared.AH.mixed feelings la.gonna study till i die.i hope ah.my brain is feeling heavy again.DARNNNN IT!

2007-10-14T15:05:00.000+08:00

finally i understand it when ppl say that u can die anytime..one moment u r enjoying urself, the next moment u find urself dead.

in the morning, i heard a shocking news. my uncle passed away.it's very suprising.yst,i saw him twice.once,when the whole woodland family visited my hse.another time at my "nenek" hse. he looked fine.this is really unexpected.i think he got heart attack or smth. the cause is unknown yet.he is still young.40s.i think.im not sad or anything. only that im really SHOCK! oh man. im feeling very uneasy.

he left behind his wife and 8 kids.8 U KNOW!!not 1 or 2 or 3 but 8!!!! god must have given him a day to enjoy himself with his family. he really looked happy yst.wonder how my cousins are coping. though we not close,still im a lil concern.i didnt go to the funeral thing. i dont like. it was surprising when i found out that they were coming over yst. didnt expect it to be the last time for him.

God please forgive him for all the sins he had done. amin.

okay, enough of the emotional stuffs.this yr raya is going well.i baked! m&m chocolate chip cookies!!nice.as usual.i enjoyed myself yst.2nd bro bought a car car leh.lancer.weekend car.cool seh. its weird having a car in the family. nice car. i like.

yst only visited two hses.think im not going visiting anymore lah.os is really near. i neglected my poor books for 3 days alr! shita.needa revise! pics next time la. if i rmb. waiting for the arrival of my relatives frm kl.first time coming here for raye.hmm.weird shit.let's see what happen.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN TO ALL HUMANS THAT ARE CELEBRATING IT!!!

2007-10-09T23:09:00.002+08:00

today.
session.today sucked.really tired.nothing manage to enter my dumb brain.sigh.redbull didnt help.first time.i dont know y.my brain felt damn heavy.

didnt study much.pervert.we met.ass bitch.he said blah blah blah.not revealing what he said.but it doesnt quite concern me.BUT.sigh.my brain was too heavy that i talked nonsense.STOP.when i dont talk nonsense? right.

played with the 'surfing board'.fun.that's when i kinda felt right. then went sheng siong for laughter.cabbed home.

tmr tuition. maybe another session.shall slp now.like now.at this moment.

this post sounds very nonsense.dont blame me.blame can-opener.
gay.

2007-10-09T00:26:00.001+08:00

monday.
went sch.felt totally wrong.only went back for fnn which was fun cos it was only 3 of us.me, mel and ms grace pusparani william. talk talk talk. laugh laugh laugh.bitch bitch bitch. i love her.gonna miss her.REALLY.=o after that went for routine.been a long time since we did routine.chit chat with joanne,bao yun and valerie.got to know some stuffs.i hope she change and think of her future.dont give in to him pls.just not right now. okay. oh ya. this time i really smacked mel's eyes.accidentally.sorry.acc her to sns.walked home.as usual.

decided to make myself chicken soup and spicy chilli tuna pasta and cheese sausage.beautiful life.

tmr session again.blah..hope it rains.like today.

when you need someone, will i be the one you need?